The following text comes from "Human Surrender" Sun Jiarui
I was sitting in the black car and had just finished a party at a friend's house. A friend said I should write a tweet for the show on the 26th.
As a child I hated taking pictures, a natural aversion. Whenever I see myself in a photo, I can't help but judge him. I hate him and I don't want to admit that he is a record of me. What am I? I am not the colored shadow that was transferred to the photo, nor am I the body standing in the frame before being transferred.
The driver of the black car was speeding all the way, turning left and right on the highway to pass every car in front of him.
When I was in college, it was always difficult to find actors when filming assignments. As a last resort, I began to frequently play various roles in my friends' assignments. I don't like myself in the movie. The simplest thing is that I think the picture of myself is ugly, so I almost never look back at the material unless necessary, unless I have to be an editor.
It was painful to stare at my own photographed face for a long time, but I appeared in the picture again and again, and the editing was broken and filled with "myself" material again and again. It was torture for me.
I'm sure he felt it was dangerous for him to be driving so fast, and I'm sure he didn't care either. He also escaped from somewhere. Does he also want to return to somewhere?
After graduation, I naturally wanted to avoid these things, but after three years, the only place where I was needed was through "acting." After coming to Beijing, I still had to rely on this method to get in here. I got to know everyone through "acting" and became everyone's friends through "acting."
This is the only action I can take.
Turning left without slowing down, we were all thrown to the right. After turning this corner, we arrived at Yanjiao.
By chance, within the past six months I began to frequently take on the role of an actor again. Whenever someone asks me if I want to help play a certain role, I will answer "Of course", and after agreeing, I will marvel at why I can speak so easily. The language escapes my control and is poured out according to a fixed program. So I moved between various roles and moved to the present.
But this is the last. The 26th is my last performance. After that, I will deliberately stop until there is a huge opportunity or never.
I'm writing this on my computer at home. When did I get home?
This is a broken and biased text, far from the truth. I combined them into something that might make sense, but in reality none of that exists. Likewise, I could write a paragraph full of love for "performance," but it would also have nothing to do with reality. None of this is important. What is important is that I am moved by the people gathered together. The love that I have exhausted in reality will be poured out on the stage. At that moment, I will pray for everyone. At that moment, everything is true. At that moment, my love is finally true. At that moment, I stop doubting, so everything, everything, is true.
This is the final rehearsal
"The Last Rehearsal" is a cultural and art exchange event that combines drama performances, performance art, sound scenes, and art installations. The performance that night will last for more than an hour. We are very much looking forward to the interactive participation with the audience throughout the process, which will also be photographed and recorded throughout, and will eventually be included in the "Human Surrender" movie.
The performance on August 26th is a once-in-a-lifetime performance. I hope you and we can spend a wonderful night and experience the wonderful life experience that art brings to us. The performers this time are all written on the poster. If you want to know more information, you can follow the public account P4 Theater.
"Human Surrender"-The Last Rehearsal
Event: Human Surrender The final performance of the film
Time: 2023/8/26 (Saturday) 19:30
Location: Sticky Fish Bookstore (Middle Theater Store)
Ticket: 99 yuan (free drink)
Detailed consultation: Add the captain (p4theater03)
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I started dreaming about rehearsals and performances in April, and the frequency of these dreams gradually increased in June. When did it start? In the dream, the boundary between performance and reality becomes blurred. It is unclear whether the play has spread into life or reality has spread into the play. One second it was rehearsal, the next second it was on stage, one second it was performing, and the next second it was a party. All of this is so real, there is no doubt, I just follow the flow of time, everything is very natural.
That's not what I want to say, I don't know what I want to say.
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