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The most stupid thing I feel recently is to pile up proper nouns without talking about people; and to rush to characterize a thing, event or group. Do you want to be in such a hurry? So flustered? They use these words and expressions to protect themselves, masturbate, join the party and oppose dissidents, gain a sense of superiority and sexual resources, label others, socialize, and have promiscuous relationships. To be honest, the creations of such people are no different from meme-making, and are not as advanced as most abstract games.
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My current brain circuit is very simple and crude. I just need to face the problem head on - the problem that comes to me. However, just these questions are as stupid as 1+1, and they have no end. There is almost no eternal answer. Reality is sometimes illusory, but when the illusion reaches its extreme, it transforms into the most real thing and brings real impact, such as many bad things in history. What I dislike most is not fakeness, pretense, or pretense, but what I dislike the most is the muddiness of luck, the pretense of sleeping. If something comes in front of you, just turn your head away and frame it with "it's destined to be this way" and add a few more hats to it. This is the worst use of knowledge, this is the most useless experience. I don't know what will happen to a person who has been running away from the truth, but a good death is not important to me at all. It is a false proposition. Who knows whether Wang Xiang can die a good death. Can a person who has been running away all his life live a stable life? I pity them, they have to tell more and more low-level lies and create more and more confusions. Their temporary complacency is so ridiculous, they think they are different from everyone else, bullshit themselves! What this kind of person has is the most shattered humanity, the most shoddy cognitive and behavioral logic, and the most ridiculous thing is that he is still "logical" and insults logic.
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Therefore, heaven is prepared for people who cannot truly achieve happiness in this world. I have only pity, I pity them. Of course, there is also a bit of contempt and teasing. Because hell and heaven are all on earth.
I can understand this delusional fate because I see myself reflected in everyone. But I will be embarrassed, I will feel guilty, I will feel sorry, and I will keep asking. All these insecurities are meaningful. I don't ignore any of these feelings. They are feedback from the real world. Every time my stubbornness is shattered, I see a bigger and deeper world. I often find it unbearable. I want to die every day. It always takes too much courage and even obsession to live to witness this era.
Some people are not allowed to enter the cage they built to punish themselves, because the ideal is too pure and the reality is too dirty. And some people's escape is just that they don't dare to face themselves, especially they don't dare to treat other people as human beings - they don't dare not to objectify others. There may also be some people who are too dirty and think that everyone is just like them, but they just don't say it out loud. But I'm wrong. What's dirty is part of human nature, not what everyone aspires to or what everyone does.
They are all the same, they browse some websites, keep some secrets, and have some shameful desires. I've faced it: Some people say they hate me. That is an absolutely real emotion, and that person is definitely not an idiot. This kind of thing is not an ideological conflict at all, nor is it an academic competition or who is superior to another. The only real break is a helpless powerlessness. Any other hostile struggle or division is deliberate. Don't treat anyone like a fool.
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Love should be the premise and bottom line for people to do things. Love, and any noble word, is not a golden ticket, an instruction manual, or a gun to someone's head. The lower the quality of the place, the more important it is to promote quality education, which is obviously a big deal. It's smaller than a fart, it's invisible, and it only exists in the most mysterious and tortuous process.
You have to fucking fight for the justice in your heart, otherwise even if you live for a thousand years, you will be nothing more than a beast for a thousand years.
"The "Declaration of Independence" project is an inner catharsis and rebirth, a ritual of saying goodbye to the past, and a plunge into the unknown. It symbolizes that we break away from the shackles of the past and bravely move towards a broader and more mysterious future. This project is not only a commitment to ourselves, but also a journey to find ourselves and explore the unknown, allowing us to find our own direction and strength in loneliness and challenges."
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