Okay.
Here we go.
Okay
Then I'll sit on the camera.
Oh, yeah.
Shall we?
How do we start?
Uhh.
Just the last time we talked.
Just say whatever you want.
Yeah, well, we...
One or two hours.
You know I'm going home.
I came home for the New Year and I met one.
The girls in the study class, um...
I suddenly had one when I talked to him.
I think it's a pretty scary discovery.
It's me talking to him. I feel like I'm totally...
I can't look him in the eye.
I've got a little bit of me now.
It's like I've been looking away.
But when I talked to him face to face
I wouldn't dare.
Look at him. I think he looks special.
Special
Be firm and then we'll talk?
Wed the year before.
And then she never had a child.
And this time we met and he said
It wasn't very nice.
Well, mainly because I listen.
It's just a little bit smaller.
It's a problem, but if I hear it, I feel like I might.
Her husband still compares.
Well, without some responsibility, it's not.
You don't grow up like a kid?
That feeling.
And then he...
But he's very cool with me.
Yeah.
If we go on like this, we'll get a divorce.
Yeah, but it's just as soon as it's done.
Nothing.
That's what he said. It's nothing.
But he's worried.
Can't you find it when you're gone?
Or...
Isn't it better to find another one?
Then I asked him and I said
You can't.
Is that what I think?
I said you can't look.
You can be alone.
Then he said I didn't think so.
He said I didn't think that at all.
I like it when we're together.
And I like kids too.
I want to say a family.
And have a baby.
I'll be a common housewife.
Take the baby like that.
So he never wanted to say
I'll live alone.
And then he's been...
He was one of those.
Uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh...
And then he learned the money in college.
That's what they do in institutions like this.
Financial work
But he's always wanted a job.
A civil servant?
He's taking all the tests.
But I haven't done it yet.
And that's what he said to me.
In my years
It wasn't easy.
But not lost.
Because I know what life I want.
What kind of life do I like?
I have a goal.
I'm a year and a year.
Can you take it before you're 35?
If you can't get in there, think of something else.
Anyway, now...
And there's a job that's got income.
Her husband doesn't look so good.
But...
Maybe we can do this for a while.
That's what I mean.
When he told me
That's when he said that to me.
I wouldn't dare look at him.
And he asked me if you thought you were doing well.
I said I didn't feel well.
Did he say you were lost?
I said I was lost.
Ouch.
It's crazy.
And then he...
Because we met first.
Then I went to a milk and tea shop.
Just sitting and talking?
Later.
At dinner.
He found another one of his college classmates.
His college is in our city.
What's our city?
What college? That's what he is and then...
I can't remember.
Is that two or three?
Yeah, during the conversation.
He said it was a second book.
Yeah.
When?
I reported him to the school in our city.
I don't understand.
I thought...
If I'm in a school like this
This is it.
This level of school.
I'll even report the next city.
The rest of our city.
I wouldn't even say stay at home.
My parents' eyes are falling apart.
I don't even have to live in school on Saturday.
I could go to a place like this with my mom.
I'm not even going out for a while.
But that's how he chose it.
After college.
Yeah, I went to save the meeting for a year or two and then...
He told me this time.
It's been two years.
A lot of stability.
Yeah, that's safe.
He said he was somewhere else.
I said I'd earn more than at home.
Then it's only a few hours away from home.
But I still feel like I'm floating around.
No one.
Oh, I look at him and I think...
I'm not jealous.
Uhh.
I don't envy his state of life.
But I might still envy him.
Mental state
Because I've been floating.
I've been floating.
I feel like I've been in college since.
College work.
Yeah, I quit a few years later.
Now you're going to graduate school.
It's always been like this.
It's all over.
That's the way it is.
I can't get away with it.
And then at different stages.
There's the main paradox of being lost. Yeah.
And then at different stages.
There's another major contradiction.
That's it.
Maybe it was depression at work.
And now you're in school and you're anxious.
Anxiety says he won't finish school.
Then after graduation
Uh, do what?
Then how do you make money?
They're all real questions.
Yeah.
That's it.
After talking to him that day, I envy him and...
And he called a friend of his at night.
One of his college classmates came over.
We'll have dinner together.
And then the boy...
That's what he went to college with?
It's the second school in our house.
Then after graduation
He went to Shanghai.
I've been working there.
And then he started his own business until now.
Yeah, it's been 13 years since we graduated.
Almost ten years and then he...
It's gonna be 17, 17, 7 years.
17 years, 6 years.
He's ready to buy a house in Shanghai.
And then, uh...
I found a girlfriend from Anhui.
And then it was basically settled.
Then I think...
My friend, my friend.
Introduce him.
That's my best friend in re-education.
Then we had the best grades in class.
And then he asked me to say
Were you there?
Are you first in our school?
I said to me it was first in our school.
Then the sixth place in the city.
And then I felt...
So what do we do now?
I'm in third grade now.
Then he went back to school.
I don't know what to do or what to do.
Just...
Oh, it's pretty hard.
Yeah.
I can't stand it.
But I can't hang on my face, but I can't wait to cook.
That's it.
Including like this year.
My grandma's house.
When we had dinner together
Because of my brother last year
The one who married the daughter-in-law?
So this is my sister-in-law. We're all having dinner together.
And...
My mother just told my sister-in-law
How nice of you to say that.
You're with your parents.
It's in Changji.
I suddenly told them about our family.
And then he said
Then my sister-in-law said
Tell me about your sister.
We all want to go outside.
I'll see if I can get out.
And my mom said
Ouch.
I think he's out there.
Neither.
I can't see anything yet.
Then it's better to let him go first.
Our city school.
Then let him stay with me.
Let's just say I'm...
When I graduated from college
I argued with my parents.
Because they wanted me back.
That's what they think.
Go back to a steady job.
And then after a few years of work, we get married.
Well...
I thought it was okay.
Very good.
Then I'll tell you what.
Why should I learn?
Then I've been studying since I was a kid.
I'm going to a good college.
Then I'm looking back.
Come here with the kids.
He's a bad student.
To spend the same day in the same class?
There was no such thing as an argument.
And from now on
Just my parents.
Maybe it's still deep down.
Well, it's just...
Maybe they can't hurt me.
Just...
Maybe they're holding one.
You can't just wait to see me laugh.
I don't think Mom and Dad would say they're looking at my jokes.
But at least say hey.
I'll see how long you'll last.
I'll see what you can do.
A mind like that.
I can't.
I can prove that.
Empirical theory is right.
They didn't lose much anyway.
I feel like I'm in this state.
I really think...
Not everyone is in my condition.
Or...
Not most people are in my condition.
Yeah.
I've got some very good things around me.
And better than me.
Well, the kids, then they are.
It was natural to go home after graduation.
Like when I was in high school.
I went to science in my first year of high school.
Then I heard there was a girl in that class.
He went to a good college.
And after graduation
I went back to our high school.
I was a computer teacher.
Just a computer teacher who's teaching electrics.
That's how we work with our senior senior class teacher.
I don't think anyone's feeling anything.
It's not like you can't live without it.
He's doing well.
I thought about it.
Why can't I live like this?
Yeah.
I don't know why.
But...
But if you say so, you really make me special.
Especially like this time.
That's what young people do.
Me too.
I'm uncomfortable with the camera.
I prefer to be one of us.
I've been talking to you like that.
I've been...
It's been like this in the press.
I may not even be able to catch my last bus from the press.
But I...
I still haven't.
I don't want to try this.
That's the idea.
I didn't know I thought it might be.
It's gonna be a little uncomfortable.
It'll be a little embarrassing.
Yeah.
And then I just happened to be yesterday.
Draw a video at station b.
Well, that's the boss he is.
I really want to teach you.
Change your mind.
How about finding someone?
And then what?
I wasn't even listening to what he taught me.
The comment section of his video.
Everyone's leaving messages for themselves.
I'm gonna cut myself up and then I'm gonna...
A friend.
Then I flipped over and I saw it.
I said everybody.
It's really a comment area feeling 985211 per person.
Big brother.
And then we're all very, very small.
There's also the possibility that the 0203 is just an adult.
And then more is 9899.
I don't see anything like that.
And then I felt...
I watched this video for two or three days.
I've already left tens of thousands of messages.
I'll say.
Then I'll write it too.
It doesn't look like a few words.
A lot of that.
It's very interesting to say the same thing.
I'm not very funny.
boring
I don't get used to it.
Yeah.
It's like...
It's not one.
It's a bird's word.
um
And it's been two years that I've been feeling...
I think I'm getting more and more attached to what I can do.
Well, it's kind of...
Very bright and then very...
A man with a sense of character.
Yeah, well, it's probably just me too.
I'm trying and I'm trying.
Amnesia doesn't matter.
Yeah.
I think it's good.
It's a failure.
But I think so.
I don't know.
I still don't get it.
I still don't get it.
I was...
When you're in a bad mood.
I'm always with me.
My friends say I can't figure it out.
Why is this the way it is?
Why is it like that?
I did.
I thought I'd done nothing wrong.
I've always been there.
I feel like I'm here.
The trade-offs make one of the best choices.
But how?
One by one.
It's like letting yourself...
I got caught up in one.
But it's not right.
It's a situation that's getting worse.
I don't understand.
If so
Well, if I've been here before
All those roads I've been on, they're all the same.
It's the wrong thing.
Ouch.
That's terrible.
Most of our generation.
That's how they come here.
Me and mine.
Good friends.
I shouldn't have worked so hard when I was a kid.
I shouldn't have grown up.
Well, it's kind of my idea.
It feels like these two things.
He can't be compatible.
Or is the timing wrong?
If I had my own ideas earlier
Maybe I'm trying to.
He's the one who tried.
If it's valuable, he'll get a positive feedback.
I can't do it in time.
To love myself.
What kind of person am I?
What kind of life do you want?
Then all I had to do was...
Am I to blame for sinking?
I don't think that makes any sense.
Ouch.
I saw the last of July and Anne.
Last July
In July, he wasn't.
After the baby, that's it.
One day he bleeds and dies?
Dead at 27.
Him.
And then he was in Ansheng's novel.
I went to the life he wanted to live and, like
Yeah.
Then how did he get what he wanted?
Freedom, but I thought...
Yeah.
He didn't do anything wrong.
Why do you have to pay for your life?
That's the only way to get here.
♪ In a world of illusions ♪
Go get what he wants.
In reality.
Isn't that July Max?
I've seen it before.
There's a lot of analysis that says why Mars is really into it.
Always like the bad guys.
Why are you in love?
Just...
There are lots of them.
That's what the article says.
He's a classic.
The kind of girl the Chinese family grew up with.
Then he'll probably be late for the rebellion.
What's going on?
It's the bottom line that supports him in his rebellion.
How's it going?
That's why he went so far as to let himself go.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I think there's still some.
There's something about looking in the mirror.
That's different.
We don't have a family. Bottom
Is that me?
Just me.
You don't deserve to fly.
That's true.
Ouch.
I feel so heavy when I think about it.
So now I want my mom to say
Well, I...
I don't want to get married or have kids.
The idea is based on selfishness.
I think it's me.
I can't stand what my parents can do.
And I've always been.
I've been...
There's no family affair.
There's no special emotional attachment to home.
I don't know why.
And then this year.
I didn't plan to go home before.
And...
And then one day...
My mom said if you came back
Well, then you'll call in advance.
Let's say...
Then we go to the supermarket and buy some ribs.
Buy the fish.
I'll make that for you.
And then I touched it.
I suddenly came back and I asked my mom and said
I said we're not going home this year?
My mom said yes.
Because it's the outbreak this year?
Then all the old people in the family were sick before.
I'm afraid I'll be here in New Year's.
I went to visit my friends.
Then the old man gets infected.
Is it hard to be afraid of them?
I'm not going home for a while.
If it doesn't work, we'll go back later.
And then I was so excited.
I'm just saying.
I said that.
So we were at our house at the beginning of the year?
My mom said, "Yeah."
Then I said, "Oh, my God."
I said it's the first time I've lived in almost 30 years.
I spent the first year at my own house.
That's it.
I wanted to go home.
It's weird. I just want to go home.
Then my mom was special.
My mom was particularly surprised.
Because when I was little
When I was little, I arrived.
I'll be back home on the winter break.
I grew up when I was 3 years old.
And when I was a kid, I was really close to Grandma.
And then when I was little.
I'm going back to Grandma's.
And then you're at Grandma's.
With Grandma.
The one who crosses that one to watch the spring night or something.
Then my mom and dad go back home in the middle of the year.
That's how it goes until then.
Let's go to high school.
Probably in high school.
When I was in high school, I had a shorter vacation.
So we don't have to go home first.
I'm going home with my parents at the beginning of the year.
And then I went to college.
After work, because I was in the class he was...
At the airport?
The airport is a front-line position.
He doesn't have that.
No spring break.
I didn't say it on annual leave.
Uh, normal work.
So line up when you have a shift.
That would be us.
You get three times your pay on a holiday.
That's why we're all talking.
Then I won't.
Stay here and get three times your salary.
So I remember being my first year.
I was on duty for 17 years.
And then 18 years.
I'm in early New Year's morning shift.
I'm thinking about that morning.
The morning shift was...
Is it 4:00 or 5:00?
Then I can't get a cab when I'm out.
I can't get a cab.
Then I went out and stopped a car.
He stopped a car.
A mile or so.
It's just a possibility to leave the airport.
It's a few miles away.
And then he wants me.
30 or 50?
It's expensive, but you have to work.
Yeah.
If you're in New Year's, give your master more money.
Then I went to work.
First day of the year, then first day of the year.
It's the first year of New Year's night shift.
And then the second year of the second year seems to be...
I think it's 3030 night shift.
It's supposed to be 30 and then it's still on.
And then the unit gave us dumplings that were really bad.
It's the frozen dumplings.
It's true.
It's been three years.
I haven't been home for New Year.
It's all about the beginning of the year.
They're all back at work.
Then we'll go.
It's like going home for another year.
And...
So it's me and I who's really excited this year.
Then I said, "No, I have to go home."
I haven't had a year in my family.
I'm serious.
When I was in our house, I said I had to go back.
And then you buy tickets and then you buy tickets.
It's still there.
Did you think you'd never come to Beijing again?
That's why I bought it.
It'll take about 30 hours to get here.
And then, uh, suddenly this way.
I want to do a job later.
And then I said it wasn't a few days.
No, we'll have to sign it back sooner.
You don't have to wait that long.
And then I resigned the night.
That night on the 18th.
I told you I can't. I'm changing it.
I'll see if I can change it to tonight.
I'll be home tomorrow morning.
Then I changed my vote.
I'll just pack up.
I ran to the station.
Wait there for the change.
Because I'm scared.
Is it too late for you to go after the change?
He didn't change it all night.
You've done nothing but come back with boxes.
And then the 19th and the 19th.
And then...
I went back a day earlier.
At the station.
I saw a fragrance village at my station.
It's the village.
Uhh.
It's quite famous, isn't it?
But I've never eaten before.
I don't like Chinese cakes.
And...
Well, I seem to have bought that before.
The better ones.
It was really bad.
And then...
I don't understand.
Why do you think this is delicious?
And before that
Yeah.
Because...
Because there's no family affair.
And then it's not the same thing about going home.
You know, in a state of excitement.
So I've never had one.
I didn't bring anything home.
But I was at the station that day.
I'm right here in front of that fragrance village.
I hesitated.
Want some?
I was just wondering if I'd buy it.
And then at the end of the day I thought
The thought of me spending the year in my own house.
No, I have to get some.
I gotta go. I gotta get some.
I have to go home and give it to you.
Build it.
Then I went in and I bought that.
♪ And the buccaneer-toe-toe-toe-toe ♪
And then I took it home and I took it home.
In fact, my parents, my parents, they're not so good.
Not really.
It's basically all mine.
But I'm so happy.
That's what I thought.
It's good this time.
I don't know if it's psychological.
But this time it was delicious.
So it's really fun for the New Year.
Yeah, it was.
Ha ha ha!
That's different.
But it's mine.
My mom might still understand.
My dad actually doesn't like me.
Because that day I arrived.
I came to our house and my parents picked me up.
I'm so excited I'm in the car.
I'll just repeat it.
I said, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey!
I said it's my first year at home.
And...
I'm just looking at my dad and mom and dad.
Why are you so cold?
I don't think you have anything to say to me.
Aah!
My mom says I'm sorry.
If there's more to be said in the car
He'll get a little sick.
That's why he didn't respond.
Then my dad came and said
I think...
That's what you said.
What do you mean, home?
He didn't say much.
And then I felt...
Maybe he thinks...
He thinks he's back home at the beginning of the year.
Yeah, with my grandma.
For him.
That's his home too.
But it's different for me.
And...
Yeah.
When I was little.
Grandma's home was just a kid.
Yeah, I guess I'm back.
I feel like...
I'm kind of like, um...
It's kind of a focus.
It's a center.
You're the only one who's going around.
And then when I was little
My aunt spent years in Beijing.
Then my little dad spent years in Shenzhen.
When I was little
And then they'll give it to me when they come back.
Bring some good food and clothes or something.
Ah, that's a very small time.
That's when I thought...
Is New Year's a special year?
And then it was itself.
We're New Year's.
The sense of ritual.
It's getting worse and worse.
There's not much left to slow down.
My aunt gave birth to my brother.
Then my little dad gave birth to my sister.
And...
I've been going to school for years.
It's not that good or bad.
Just go back.
It's very stressful.
Just me.
I don't really want to go back.
Yeah.
I've been telling you.
I've been giving it to myself.
One of them has a head.
Didn't I just say I was our city?
That's the senior year.
The sixth in the city?
I told you I was our city.
Top 10 of the city's worst ever in Koko.
And...
This is the first half and the second half.
And then our home.
I'm not very good to my eldest daughter.
Huh.
That's what it feels like.
Two mountains on your own.
Yeah.
Especially at my grandma's.
Because I did. My dad was the boss.
And then I'm the boss.
At my grandma's house, my mom was a kid.
I'm probably a little bit better.
Then...
And I'm special. I'm special.
I don't know if it is.
Is it because it was when I was little?
It's all about learning.
So there's no such skill.
There's nothing to see and then there's nothing to see.
It's not that special.
It's not like that.
It's special at home.
The kind of guy who's active.
I just said...
Don't I ever bring anything home?
Let's go home.
From me too.
I've never thought about bringing anything to my brother or sister.
There's no such thing.
And then...
I've grown up for two years.
Yeah.
Mom and Dad used to talk about some family stuff.
You know, a little chicken hair in your parents.
I won't hide from you.
When they were little, they thought you didn't understand.
Not your face.
Now they're gonna say it.
And then you accept it on purpose and without.
Took a lot of this information.
It's where you really think it might be.
I didn't make it.
The people behind you are not happy with you.
Then I'll think of you.
Yeah.
There are no rules, then there's no words.
Well, then two years.
I'm so old.
And then there was nothing.
Not much.
It's supposed to be.
At the age of giving money to others.
But I still...
I'll give it to you
And then after that, I did.
I don't give a shit.
That's it.
It's embarrassing.
Then I didn't tell my parents.
Tell them.
You don't have to.
I feel like I'm eating Ben right now.
Anyway...
I was with my mom when I was at home.
It's a walk or something.
My family left me.
It's so close to the school I went to when I was a kid.
And then I was at that school.
My mom was a teacher at that school.
So I'm a teacher.
And that whole street.
Is that the teacher who lives at that school?
And then they grew up.
So when I was walking down the street with my mom
It's the teacher I meet from time to time.
The teacher.
And the aunt who knows her.
And I don't care now anyway.
It's good to be small anyway.
Neither will they.
I wouldn't say that. Okay.
What's going on?
I'm sure people wouldn't say that.
I still have it.
I thought you were as good as you were when I was little.
A gesture like that.
Then I'll tell you something nice.
Me too.
Why didn't I listen?
Nod your head and smile.
Yeah.
There's no big deal.
That's it.
I'm in our neighborhood.
Our neighborhood.
It's my dad's unit.
Family homes
So that's all in the neighborhood.
My dad's unit.
Those uncles recognize me.
And out of the neighborhood, she worked with my mom.
You know me.
Huh.
Ouch.
They ask questions when they do.
Yes.
Why are you back from vacation?
And then my mom and dad...
We have to explain everything to them.
I feel special.
Very tired.
I'm actually fine right now.
I just feel...
I can't give my parents some light on my face.
It's annoying.
Neither can I.
They can't get a little light on their faces.
And you can't give it to them.
Real, uh, material support.
well
That's why I thought I said, "Oh, my God."
What the hell are you doing?
What did you do?
I felt like a duck when I was little.
He didn't.
Without autonomy, he was really caught up.
You said he made it.
But he didn't even notice it.
I'm not comfortable.
I can't say I was a kid.
Studying, what is forced by the family?
But it's just...
Now you're the one who got there and...
I do feel a little uneasy.
I think I'm me and I want to go down there.
And then...
A bunch of people down there.
I told you you wouldn't dare come down.
You can't come down here.
Like this.
And I'm actually a little too.
On the one hand, it's a little timid, and on the other
I don't know where I'm going.
um
It's so ugly.
Very ugly.
UGH
Yeah.
I think this...
It makes me special.
It won't work.
Me too.
Yeah.
I can't think of anything else.
Just him.
Yeah.
I think he's my type.
Not really.
It's not destruction, but it's something.
Let's break up slowly.
It's all over the place.
So I...
My parents keep saying
Yeah, they didn't do anything.
It's not like I'm trying to find someone.
They keep saying it because you haven't.
It's settled.
Let's talk about finding someone.
I don't think that's necessary.
Well, it's more realistic.
But in my own words
I'll feel...
I think I am now.
Not a whole state.
I'm broken now.
I can't do it myself.
It creates a perception.
It's self-awareness, not to mention strong self-awareness.
And you said in this state
I can.
What kind of feelings can I give you?
What kind of feelings do I get?
I think this is...
It won't be very nice.
So I'm not really talking about me.
I've been particularly resistant to the possibility of a few years ago.
When the whole thing was tougher.
It was resistance, but these two years.
Not resisting.
But I think it's just him.
He can't do what I am now.
There's no way.
That's what I just said.
The one I'm looking at, the one who's the master.
The video that taught you to find someone?
And then everyone down there.
Uh, introduction.
What else is there to write about me?
It's more lively.
And then, like, I'm a bullshooter.
Then what do I have in mind?
Most people write about me.
I think a lot of people like to cook.
I like to work out.
Then play games and listen to music.
What's with that?
That one.
The Mbit one.
I really don't know what I'm writing.
I can only write something that exists objectively.
I'm on my own.
I can't write any subjective assessments.
Because nothing he is.
He's on me.
Me, me, me.
I could write one.
When I wrote this
Is that what I'm looking for?
It's crazy.
I write that I have no hobby.
I wrote that I don't like sports.
I hate sports.
Ha ha ha ha!
What is this?
I can only write how tall I was when I was born.
Height won't grow any longer.
I don't even want to write about weight.
I can be in the North.
Kyoyo is 10 pounds a month and a half.
It doesn't make sense.
And write me.
Undergraduate 985.
Resignation
And now it's that one.
The one who studied at the Shanghai School of Drama.
After 24 years of graduation, Beijing is ready for Beijing.
We're settled, no room.
That's all I can write.
I can't write anything else.
Oh, yeah.
I've voted for a lot of those.
Then I'll let you take one.
A self-presentation video
I'm very upset.
I'm particularly upset.
Me, me, me, me.
I'm really, really...
Very unappreciated.
Ouch.
Tell people what kind of person I am.
What if it's for something like that?
Well, I can give you, uh, hard, objective data.
But you...
You want it?
I'm sure that's not what people want.
I want to be
It's coming from behind.
What kind of person are you?
But I can't.
Okay.
Let's get started, huh?
OK
Then I'll be back in the camera.
Oh, yeah.
Shall we?
How do we start?
Uhh.
Just last time.
Just say whatever you want.
One or two hours.
You know I'm going home.
I came home for the New Year and I met one.
The girls in the study class, um...
I suddenly had one when I talked to him.
I think it's a pretty scary discovery.
It's me talking to him. I feel like I'm totally...
I can't look him in the eye.
I've got a little bit of me now.
It's like I've been looking away.
But when I talked to him face to face
I can't look him in the eye.
I think he looks special.
Special
Be firm and then we'll talk?
Wed the year before.
And then she never had a child.
And this time we met and he said
It wasn't very nice.
Well, it's mainly because I listened.
It's just that they're all smaller.
It's a problem, but if I hear it, I feel like I might.
Her husband still lacks some responsibility. Heart
Not yet.
Didn't you grow up especially?
I feel like a child.
And then he's cool but he's cool.
He told me he said yes.
If we go on like this, we'll get a divorce.
Yeah, but it's just as soon as it's done.
Nothing.
That's what he said. It's nothing.
But he's worried.
Can't you find it when you're gone?
Or...
Isn't it better to find another one?
Then I asked him.
I said you can't look
Is that what I think?
I said you can't look.
You can live alone.
Then he said I didn't think so.
He said I didn't think that at all.
I like being together.
And then I like kids too.
I want to say a family.
And have a baby.
I'll be a common housewife.
Take the baby like that.
So he never wanted to say
I'll live alone.
And then he's been...
He was one of those.
Uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh...
And then he learned the money in college.
That's what they do in institutions like this.
Financial work
But he's always wanted it.
Ah, the civil servant?
He's taking all the tests.
But I haven't done it yet.
And that's what he said to me.
In my years
It wasn't easy.
But not lost.
Because I know what life I want.
What kind of life do I like?
I have a goal.
I'm a year and a year.
Can you take it before you're 35?
If you can't get in there, think of something else.
Anyway, now...
And there's a job that's got income.
Her husband.
So it doesn't look so good right now, but...
Maybe we can do this for a while.
That's what I mean.
When he told me
That's when he said that to me.
I wouldn't dare look at him.
And he asked me if you thought you were doing well.
I said I didn't feel well.
Did he say you were lost?
I said I was lost.
It's crazy.
And then he...
Because we met first.
Then I went to a milk and tea shop.
Just sitting and talking?
Later.
At dinner.
He found another one of his college classmates.
His college is in our city.
Our city.
What college? That's what he is.
I can't remember.
Is that two or three?
But then, during the conversation
He said it was a second book.
Yeah.
At the time...
The school he was exposed to.
I don't understand.
I thought...
If I'm in a school like this
This is the kind of school you're in.
I'll even report the next city.
The rest of our city.
I wouldn't even say stay home.
Stay under your parents' eyes.
I don't even have to stay at school on Saturdays like this.
I could go to a place like this with my mom.
Neither do I.
I must be going out.
But that was his choice.
And then after he finished college
Yeah, I went to save the meeting for a year or two.
And...
He told me this time.
It's been two years.
Much more stable.
I feel that way.
He said he was somewhere else.
I said I'd earn more than at home.
And not far from home.
It's only a few hours away.
But I still feel like I'm floating around.
No one.
Oh, I look at him and I think...
I'm not jealous.
Uhh.
I don't envy his state of life.
But I might still envy him.
This mental state.
Because I've been floating.
I've been floating.
I feel like I've been in college since.
College work.
Yeah, I quit a few years later.
Now you're going to graduate school.
It's always been like this.
It's all over.
That's the way it is.
I can't get away with it.
And then at different stages.
There's the main paradox of being lost.
And then there's another one at different stages.
Main aspects of the contradiction
That's it.
Maybe it was depression at work.
And now I'm in school and I'm worried.
He said he couldn't graduate.
Then after graduation
What do you do?
Then how do you make money?
They're all real questions.
Yeah.
That's it.
After talking to him that day, I envy him and...
And at night.
He called a friend of his.
One of his college classmates came over.
We'll have dinner together.
And then the boy...
That's what he went to college with?
It's the second school in our house.
Then after graduation
He went to Shanghai.
I've been working there.
And then he started his own business until now.
Yeah, it's been 13 years since we graduated.
Almost ten years and then he...
It's gonna be 17, 17, 7 years.
17 years, 6 years.
He's ready to buy a house in Shanghai.
And then, uh...
I found a girlfriend from Anhui.
And then it was basically settled.
Then I think...
My friend, my friend, introduced him.
Says this is my best friend from retour class.
Then we had the best grades in class.
And then he asked me to say
Were you there?
Are you first in our school?
I said to me it was first in our school.
Then the sixth place in the city.
And then I felt...
That's what it's about.
Three years in class.
Then he went back to school.
I don't know what to do or what to do.
Just...
Oh, it's pretty hard.
Yeah.
I can't stand it.
But I can't hang on my face, but I can't wait to cook.
That's it.
Including like this year.
My grandma's house.
When we had dinner together
My brother married me last year.
Have you married your daughter-in-law?
So this is my sister-in-law. We're all having dinner together.
And...
My mother told my sister-in-law
How nice of you to say that
You're with your parents.
It's in Changji.
I suddenly told them about our family.
And then he said
Then my sister-in-law said
Tell me about your sister.
We all want to go outside.
I'll see if I can get out.
And my mom said
Ouch.
I think he's out there.
Neither.
I can't see anything yet.
Then it's better to let him go first.
Our city school.
Then let him stay with me.
Let's just say I'm...
When I graduated from college
I argued with my parents.
Because they wanted me back.
That's what they think.
Go back to a steady job.
And...
You get married after a few years at work.
I think it's great.
Then I'll tell you what.
Why should I learn?
Then I've been studying since I was a kid.
I'm going to a good college.
Then I'm looking back.
Come here with the kids.
He's a bad student.
To spend the same day in the same class?
There was no such thing as an argument.
And from now on
Just my parents.
Maybe it's still deep down.
Well, it's just...
Maybe they can't hurt me.
They could be holding one.
You can't just wait to see me laugh.
I don't think Mom and Dad would say they're looking at my jokes.
But at least I'll watch.
I'll see how long you can hold out.
I'll see what you can do.
It's a bad attitude.
I can prove that.
Empirical theory is right.
They didn't lose much anyway.
I feel like I'm in this state.
I really think...
Not everyone is in my condition.
Or...
Not most people are in my condition.
um
I've got some very good things around me.
And better than me.
Kids, and they are.
It was natural to go home after graduation.
Like when I was in high school.
I went to science in high school.
Ben.
Then I heard there was a girl in that class.
He went to a good college.
And after graduation
I went back to our high school.
I was a computer teacher.
He's a teacher in computer science.
That's how we work with our senior senior class teacher.
I don't think anyone's feeling anything.
It's not like you can't live without it.
He's doing well.
I thought about it.
Why can't I live like this?
I don't know why.
But...
But if you say so, you really make me special.
Especially like this time.
That's what young people do.
Me too.
I'm uncomfortable with the camera.
I prefer to be one of us.
I've been talking to you like that.
I've been...
It's been like this in the press.
I may not even be able to catch my last bus from the press.
But I...
I still don't want to try.
His kind.
That's the idea.
I didn't know I thought it might be.
It'll be a little awkward.
Yeah.
And then I just happened to be yesterday.
I got a video at station b.
He's the boss.
I really want to teach you.
Change your mind.
How about finding someone?
And then what?
I'm not even listening to him.
And then the comment section of his video.
Everyone's leaving messages for themselves.
I'm gonna cut myself up and then I'm gonna...
A friend?
Then I flipped over and I saw it.
I said everybody.
It's really a comment area feeling 985211 per person.
Big brother.
And then we're all very, very small.
There's also the possibility that the 0203 is just an adult.
And then more is 9899.
I don't see anything like that.
And then I felt...
I watched this video for two or three days.
I've already left tens of thousands of messages.
I'll say.
Then I'll write it too.
It doesn't look like a few words.
A lot of that.
It's very interesting to say the same thing.
I'm not very funny.
boring
I don't get used to it.
Yeah.
It's like...
It's not one.
It's a bird's word.
um
And it's been two years that I've been feeling...
I think I'm getting more and more attached to what I can do.
Well, it's kind of...
Very bright and then very...
A man with a sense of character.
Yeah, well, it's probably just me too.
I'm trying and I'm trying.
It doesn't matter if you're disappointed.
Yeah.
I think it's good.
It's a failure.
But I think so.
I don't know.
I still don't get it.
I still don't get it.
I was...
When you're in a bad mood.
I keep telling my friends.
I said I can't figure it out.
Why is this the way it is?
Why is it like that?
I did.
I thought I'd done nothing wrong.
I've always been there.
I feel like I'm here.
The trade-offs make one of the best choices.
But how?
One by one.
It's like letting yourself...
I got caught up in one.
But it's not right.
It's a situation that's getting worse.
I don't understand.
If so
Well, if I've been here before
All those roads I've been on, they're all the same.
It's the wrong thing.
Ouch.
That's terrible.
Most of our generation.
That's how they come here.
Me and mine.
Good friends.
I shouldn't have worked so hard when I was a kid.
I shouldn't have grown up.
Well, it's kind of my idea.
It feels like these two things.
He can't be compatible.
Or is the timing wrong?
If I had my own ideas earlier
Maybe I'm on the right track.
He's trying my best.
Valuable.
He'll get a positive response.
I can't do it in time.
To love myself.
What kind of person am I?
What kind of life do I want to live?
Then all I had to do was...
Am I to blame for sinking?
I don't think that makes any sense.
well
I saw the last of July and Anne.
Last July
In July, he wasn't.
After the baby, that's it.
One day he bleeds and dies?
Dead at 27.
Him.
And then he was in Ansheng's novel.
I went to the life he wanted to live and, like
Mm-hmm.
And what happened?
To get the freedom he wants.
But I thought...
Yeah.
He didn't do anything wrong.
Why do you have to pay for your life?
That's the only way to get here.
♪ In a world of illusions ♪
Go get what he wants.
In reality.
Isn't that July Max?
I've seen it before.
A lot of analysis.
Tell me why he likes it.
Always like the bad guys.
Why are you in love?
Just...
There are lots of them.
That's what the article says.
He's a classic.
The kind of girl the Chinese family grew up with.
Then he'll probably be late for the rebellion.
What's going on?
It's the bottom line that supports him in his rebellion.
How's it going?
That's why he went so far as to let himself go.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I think there's still some.
There's something about looking in the mirror.
That's different.
We don't have a family. Bottom
Is that me?
Just me.
You don't deserve to fly.
That's true.
Ouch.
I feel so heavy thinking about it.
That's why I want my mom to say
I'm...
I don't want to get married or have kids.
The idea is based on selfishness.
I don't think so.
It was me.
I can't stand what my parents can do.
And I've always been.
I've been...
There's no family affair.
There's no special emotional attachment to home.
I don't know why.
And then this year.
I didn't plan to go home before.
And...
And then one day...
My mom said if you came back
Well, then you tell us in advance.
Then we'll go to the supermarket.
What kind of ribs buy fish?
I'll make that for you.
And then I touched it.
I suddenly came back and I asked my mom and said
I said we're not going home this year?
My mom said yes.
Because it's the outbreak this year?
Then all the old people in the family were sick before.
I'm afraid I'll be here in New Year's.
I went to visit my friends.
Then the old man gets infected.
Is it hard to be afraid of them?
Say you're not coming back for a while.
If it doesn't work, we'll go back later.
And then I was so excited.
I'm just saying.
I said that.
So we were at our house at the beginning of the year?
My mom said, "Yeah."
Then I said, "Oh, my God."
I said I was alive for almost 30 years.
I spent the first year of my first year at home.
That's it.
I wanted to go home.
It's weird. I just want to go home.
Then my mom was special.
My mom was particularly surprised.
Because when I was little
When I was little, I arrived.
I'll be back home on the winter break.
I grew up when I was 3 years old.
And when I was a kid, I was really close to Grandma.
And then when I was little.
I'm going back to Grandma's.
And then you're at Grandma's.
With Grandma.
The one who crosses that one to watch the spring night or something.
Then my mom and dad go back home in the middle of the year.
That's how it goes until then.
Let's go to high school.
Probably in high school.
When I was in high school, I had a shorter vacation.
So we don't have to go home first.
I'm going home with my parents at the beginning of the year.
Then go to college.
That's how college is.
After work, because I was in the class he was...
At the airport?
The airport is a front-line position.
He doesn't have that.
No spring break.
I didn't say it on annual leave.
Uh, normal work.
So line up when you have a shift.
That would be us.
You get three times your pay on a holiday.
That's why we're all talking.
Then I won't.
Stay here and get three times your salary.
So I remember being my first year.
I was on duty for 17 years.
And then 18 years.
I'm in early New Year's morning shift.
I'm thinking about that morning.
The morning shift was...
Is it 4:00 or 5:00?
And then out.
When you can't get a cab
I can't get a cab.
Then I went out and stopped a car.
He stopped a car.
A mile or so.
It's just a possibility to leave the airport.
It's a few miles away.
And then he wants me.
30 or 50?
It's expensive, but you have to work.
It'll be New Year's.
Just give him more money.
Then I went to work.
First day of the year, then first day of the year.
It's the first year of New Year's night shift.
And then the second year of the second year seems to be...
I think it's 3030 night shift.
It's supposed to be 30 and then it's still on.
And then the unit gave us dumplings that were really bad.
It's the kind of frozen dumplings.
It's been three years.
I haven't been home for New Year.
It's all about the beginning of the year.
All those who work are back and we'll go.
It's like going home for another year.
And...
So it's me and I who's really excited this year.
Then I said, "No, I have to go home."
I haven't had a year in my family.
It's just a year in our house.
I said I have to go back.
And then you buy tickets and then you buy tickets.
It's still there.
Did you think you'd never come to Beijing again?
That's why I bought it.
It'll take about 30 hours to get here.
And then, uh, suddenly this way.
I want to do a job later.
And then I said it wasn't a few days.
No, we'll have to sign it back sooner.
You don't have to wait that long.
And then I resigned the night.
That night on the 18th.
I told you I can't. I'm changing it.
I'll see if I can change it to tonight.
I'll be home tomorrow morning.
Then I changed my vote.
I'll just clean up.
I ran to the station.
Just wait there for that change because I'm scared.
It'll be too late for you to come when you're better.
He didn't change it all night.
You've done nothing but come back with boxes.
And then the 19th and the 19th.
And then...
I went back a day earlier.
At the station.
I saw a fragrance village at my station.
It's the village.
Uhh.
It's quite famous, isn't it?
But I've never eaten before.
I don't like Chinese cakes.
And...
Well, I seem to have bought that before.
The better ones.
It was really bad.
And then...
I don't understand.
Why do you think this is delicious?
And before that
It's because...
There's no family affair.
And then it's not the same thing about going home.
That's why I never did.
Almost none.
I didn't bring anything home.
But I was at the station that day.
I'm right here in front of that fragrance village.
I hesitated.
If you want to buy it or not, you just want to say if I want to.
And then at the end I thought
I've been living in my own house this year.
No, I have to get some.
I gotta go. I gotta get some.
I have to go home and give it to you.
Build it.
Then I went in and I bought that.
♪ And the buccaneer-toe-toe-toe-toe ♪
And then I took it home and I took it home.
In fact, my parents, my parents, they're not so good.
Not really.
It's basically all mine.
But I'm so happy.
That's what I thought.
It's good this time.
I don't know if it's psychological.
But this time it was delicious.
So it's really fun for the New Year.
Yeah, it was.
Ha ha ha!
That's different.
But it's mine.
My mom might still understand.
My dad actually doesn't like me.
Because that day I arrived.
I came to our house and my parents picked me up.
I'm so excited I'm in the car.
I'll just repeat it.
I said, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey!
I said it's my first year at home.
And...
I'm just looking at my dad and mom and dad.
Why are you so cold?
I don't think you have anything to say to me.
Aah!
My mom says I'm sorry.
If there's more to be said in the car
He'll get a little sick.
That's why he didn't respond.
Then my dad came and said
I think...
That's what you said.
What do you mean, home?
He didn't say much.
And then I felt...
Maybe he thinks...
He thinks he's back home at the beginning of the year.
Yeah, with my grandma.
For him.
That's his home too.
But it's different for me.
And...
Yeah.
When I was little.
Grandma's home was just a kid.
Yeah, I guess I'm back.
I feel like...
I'm kind of like, um...
It's kind of a focus. It's kind of a center.
You're the only one who's going around.
And then when I was little
My aunt spent years in Beijing.
Then my little dad spent years in Shenzhen.
When I was little
And then they'll give it to me when they come back.
Bring some good food and clothes or something.
Ah, that's a very small time.
That's when I thought...
Ah, New Year's is a special year.
And then it was itself.
We're New Year's.
The sense of ritual.
Gradual erosion
And then there's not much left.
Plus my aunt.
My aunt gave birth to my brother.
Then my little dad gave birth to my sister.
And then I...
I've been going to school for years.
It's not that good or bad.
Just go back.
It's very stressful.
I don't really want to go back.
Trying to escape.
Yeah.
I've been telling you.
I've been giving it to myself.
One of them has a head.
I thought I said we were.
Are we the sixth in the city?
I told you I was our city.
Top 10 of the city's worst ever in Koko.
And...
This is the first half and the second half.
And then our home.
I'm not very good to my eldest daughter.
That's what it feels like.
Two mountains on your own.
Yeah.
Especially at my grandma's.
Because I did. My dad was the boss.
And then I'm the boss.
At my grandma's house, my mom was a kid.
I'm probably a little bit better.
Then...
And I'm special. I'm special.
I don't know if it is.
Is it because it was when I was little?
It's all about learning.
So there's no such skill.
There's nothing to see and then there's nothing to see.
It's not that special.
It's not like that.
It's special at home.
The kind of guy who's active.
I just said...
Don't I ever bring anything home?
Let's go home.
From me, too.
I've never thought about bringing anything to my brother or sister.
There's no such thing.
And then...
It's been two years since you've grown up.
Mom and Dad.
Sometimes we talk about this kind of stuff from home.
You know, a little chicken hair in your parents.
I won't hide from you.
When they were little, they thought you didn't understand.
Not your face.
Now they're gonna say it.
And then you accept it on purpose and without.
Took a lot of this information.
It's true.
There may be places where you don't do it yourself.
The people behind you are not happy with you.
Then I'll think of you.
Yeah.
There are no rules, then there's no words.
Well, then two years.
I'm so old.
And then there was nothing.
Not much.
It's supposed to be.
At the age of giving money to others.
But I still...
I'll give it to you
And then after that, I did.
I don't give a shit.
That's it.
It's embarrassing.
Then I didn't tell my parents.
Tell them.
You don't have to.
I feel like I'm eating Ben right now.
Anyway...
I was with my mom when I was at home.
It's a walk or something.
Our family leaves us.
It's so close to the school I went to when I was a kid.
And then I was at that school.
My mom was a teacher at that school.
So I'm a teacher.
And that whole street.
Is that the teacher who lives at that school?
And then they grew up.
So when I was walking down the street with my mom
It's the teacher I meet from time to time.
The teacher.
And the aunt who knows her.
And I don't care now anyway.
It's good to be small anyway.
Neither will they.
I wouldn't say that.
Okay, what's happening now?
I'm sure he wouldn't say that.
And still...
It's still on.
When you were a kid, you were so good.
Then I'll tell you something nice.
Me too.
Why didn't I listen?
Nod your head and smile.
Yeah.
There's no big deal.
That's what I am.
It's in our neighborhood.
Our neighborhood.
It's my dad's unit.
Family homes
So that's all in the neighborhood.
My dad's unit.
Those uncles recognize me.
And out on the street.
My mom's colleagues recognize me, too.
Ouch.
They ask questions when they do.
Why are you back on vacation?
Then my mom and dad...
We have to explain everything to them.
I feel special.
Very tired.
I'm actually fine right now.
I just feel...
Can't give my parents some light on their faces.
It's annoying.
Yeah.
I can't give them some light.
And you can't give it to them.
Real, uh, material support.
well
That's why I thought I said "Oh, my God."
What the hell are you doing?
What did you do?
I felt like a duck when I was little.
He didn't have no sense of autonomy.
He was really caught up.
You said he made it.
But he didn't even notice it.
I'm not comfortable.
I can't say I was a kid.
Studying, what is forced by the family?
But it's just...
Now you're the one who got there and...
I do feel a little uneasy.
I think I'm me and I want to go down there.
And then...
A bunch of people down there.
I'll tell you.
You can't come down!
Like this.
And I'm actually myself.
A little.
On the one hand, it's a little timid, and on the other
I don't know where I'm going.
um
It's so ugly.
Very ugly.
UGH
what
Yeah.
I think this...
It makes me special.
It won't work.
Me too.
Yeah.
I can't think of anything else.
Just him.
Yeah.
I think he's my type.
Not really.
It's not destruction, but it's something.
Let's break up slowly.
It's all over the place.
So I...
My parents keep saying
Yeah, they didn't do anything.
It's not like I'm trying to find someone.
They keep saying
Because you haven't made up your mind yet.
Let's talk about finding someone.
I don't think that's necessary.
Well, it's more realistic.
But in my own words
I'll feel...
I think I am now.
Not a whole state.
I'm broken now.
It's broken.
I couldn't make one myself.
Cognition
It's self-awareness, not to mention strong self-awareness.
And you said in this state
I can.
What kind of feelings can I give you?
What kind of feelings do I get?
I think this is...
It won't be very nice.
So I'm not really talking about me.
I've been particularly resistant to the possibility of a few years ago.
When the whole thing was tougher.
It was resistance, but these two years.
Not resisting.
But I think it's just him.
He can't do what I am now.
There's no way.
That's what I just said.
The one I'm looking at, the one who's the master.
The video that taught you to find someone?
And then everyone down there.
Uh, introduction.
What else is there to write about me?
It's more lively.
And then, like, I'm a bullshooter.
Then what do I have in mind?
Most people do. I'm a lot of people.
I think a lot of people like to cook.
I like to work out.
Then play games and listen to music.
Someone still took that one.
The Mbit one.
I really don't know what I'm writing.
I can only write something that exists objectively.
I'm on my own.
I can't write any subjective assessments.
Because nothing he is.
He's on me.
Me, me, me.
I can write a character that is more independent.
After I wrote this
Is that what I'm looking for?
It's crazy.
I write that I have no hobby.
I wrote that I don't like sports.
I hate sports.
Ha ha ha ha!
What is this?
I can only write how tall I was when I was born.
Height won't grow any longer.
I don't even want to write about weight.
All of us.
I can spend 10 pounds a month and a half in Beijing.
It doesn't make sense.
And write me.
985 undergraduate.
Resignation
And now it's that one.
The one who studied at the Shanghai School of Drama.
After 24 years of graduation, Beijing is ready for Beijing.
We're settled, no room.
That's all I can write.
I can't write anything else.
Oh, yeah.
I've voted for a lot of those.
Then I'll let you take one.
A self-presentation video
I'm very upset.
I'm particularly upset.
Me, me, me, me.
I'm really, really...
Very unappreciated.
Ouch.
Tell people what kind of person I am.
What if it's for something like that?
Well, I can give you, uh, hard, objective data.
But you...
You want it?
That's not what people want.
The data people want.
It's coming from behind.
What kind of person are you?
But I can't.
hmm
Now I'm thinking.
Maybe it's been since I went to college.
That's what I got.
Doubt
What kind of person am I?
Before college.
There's no need to consider that.
I didn't think about it either.
After college, until now.
I probably didn't think too much.
Yeah.
I've always felt like I went to that college.
That's the college I went back to.
Maybe it's not my place either.
Just how he made me feel and I just went to high school.
It feels the same. I just went to high school.
It's our school.
What's our school?
Are we the best in high school?
But after I went to high school
I can't keep up with the IQ.
It's true.
It's just physics and chemistry.
And then math too.
Neither can I.
And then...
I felt the same way in college.
Well, if it's a grade
You know, it's probably a good thing you did in college.
Not so bad.
But I found out.
I don't have anything I can do.
And those things you can take out, huh?
Yes.
Some people have been around since they were kids.
I've had it and I've had it since I was a kid.
Out.
Then I didn't grow up without me.
I didn't intentionally train anything.
Learning beyond your abilities, but...
My learning skills, huh?
Not really.
I haven't been trained by that demon.
High pressure training or something.
So after college
I can barely keep track of one.
In a state like that.
Then I'll go.
Am I going to the play?
It's amazing.
When I first played
That was our school.
We got one at the college.
Author of the book.
It's a famous writer contest.
And then our class.
Our class.
It was the last leaf that was adapted.
That short story.
And then we changed it to that.
That's if he had a girl.
Then you get sick?
In the ward.
And then we added him his parents.
Two characters like that.
Then I play.
It's Mom.
I started playing mom when I was 18.
I've been playing mom since the first time.
Me and my roommate.
My roommate plays my daughter.
And then it was.
It's just a rehearsal.
At the end of the rehearsal
There was a girl from our episode.
I don't know him very well.
And then he came to me and he said
He says you're on fire.
What do I mean?
I don't understand what I'm talking about.
At that time, it seemed like we were all used.
And he said
There's a classmate who's taken pictures of us.
A picture of our show.
Then say it.
Just say this girl is a good actress.
Show me how to cry.
It's far from the fire.
I just said I got some approval.
And then I thought
It's a good feeling.
When I was acting
I didn't think much.
And then on stage.
Uh, because the stage is so bright.
I can't see what the audience's reaction is.
So pure is pure.
You.
Get in.
Then go.
It's true.
And then...
I can't believe I even got a little bit of it.
This unexpected positive feedback.
I was feeling good.
I'm just happy.
I'm glad.
And then when it was official
Let's finish the show.
And then that um, um, school president of our college...
He came to me and he said
I saw your show.
I think you're special. Okay.
And then we're gonna have to reschedule now.
This is our school history.
And then there's a character that wants you to play.
Ah, I was a wuss.
I'm very excited.
I promised to stay busy.
Then I joined the team?
I was in that group and...
I was in that group.
The rehearsal time was really, uh...
After all these plays
I feel...
The happiest and most productive group.
Experience
Very.
It's amazing. I feel like I'm acting.
For me.
A broken, incomplete self says it's nourishing.
It helps.
Well, I think from...
Whatever.
I'm talking about being an actor.
Well, I'm all of us.
A particularly missed experience.
That's from...
From that time on, I thought
I'm really enjoying this.
He likes to perform and then he thinks
I want to do it when I get a chance.
And then, actually, there's a limited chance.
um
So this is the kind of thing that goes around.
Yeah, it's pretty hard.
And I really want it.
Wants and professional.
Uh, acting professional director.
Professional creative teams work together because...
He's a professional.
That's what makes you feel like.
I remember that time.
When we first joined the team
And then, uh, pre-literate stage.
Because we were two dramas.
Then the two actors together first.
Let's do this together.
Well, this training right here.
And the other one? He's a new one.
So the school is.
I've brought in a director from outside.
And then the director was...
A play for everyone?
We were all surrounded that day and read the script.
And then the script was, uh...
Like I was in the house.
And then I was in the house writing.
And this time?
Bang!
The door was broken and a boy broke in.
And then he...
He said to me, "Hey, did you hear?"
Then I asked what I heard.
The boy said someone jumped again.
And then I'm like, "What's the big deal?"
These are simple words.
And then people read the script.
Yeah, that's how they read it.
Then he just finished reading it.
The teacher didn't make the table.
What are your words?
Ah, they're repeating the words.
And the director said
What is your word for a girl?
What's the big deal?
Then the director banged the table.
And that's the point.
The boy who broke in said
Then you have to make a big fuss.
Wow.
I was right before that.
Everyone.
It's like you're reading a book.
A word and a word.
But then...
The director said I really feel like God.
Yeah, he's just saying the same thing.
Someone jumped again.
And...
Then why would this girl say
What's the big deal?
So then I didn't show up for this.
I went to another play.
And I came to see it when it started.
The guy who read it.
He's a good friend of mine.
That's what he's playing.
It's been shown.
It's completely different from when you read the script.
It's the whole thing.
I'm so jealous of me.
I'm really jealous of it.
I said this is it.
It's a professional.
The director's trainer?
I mean, that's awesome.
I really want it.
I really want to be like this.
It's teaching.
Ha ha ha!
Because I never did.
Nothing.
Haven't you ever learned anything special about acting?
And...
Yeah, well, if the student group is on their own
Still compare.
It'll still be worse or worse.
Well, that's why I really want to be special.
Hey.
I'm looking forward to seeing myself.
Anything else?
I didn't notice.
Face
Yeah.
But I haven't played in ages.
Not to mention the kind of self-comparison.
The kind you're looking for.
Professional and...
It's been a long time since the regular show.
It's actually the greatest satisfaction
The deepest harm.
That group brought it to me.
I don't think so.
He's just a little ecological show.
Yeah.
For example, you were a great actor.
But somehow it was replaced and...
Yeah.
At least he'll have another show.
I'm in a show right now!
It's even harder to perform.
I'm sorry.
I'm a little less sighs now.
Much less than when I was at work.
I'll call my mom at work.
It's just sighs.
I told my mom before I quit.
I said I'd be depressed if I didn't quit.
And then my mom...
It's really scary.
My mother is asking me to be safe and healthy.
It was safe and happy.
It's safe and healthy now.
My mom says it's not happy anyway.
I think it's something that's happy.
Since there's no way to harmonize standards
Then get some.
It's only safe and healthy to see.
Huh.
Huh.
So just think about it.
It's about being able to talk.
Mom and Dad look forward to you.
There's only one safe and healthy move.
um
I used to give myself a description
I think I'm kind of cut.
And every time I do this
I always think about myself.
Give it back to the clear inside of Jüger.
Yeah.
When you were in the second, he had a little part in it. Well...
And then it was one of those.
She's a girl, huh?
In the palace.
Greg.
And...
People think it's like a white moon.
The presence of light.
And then the third.
Yeah, when the third one came out.
It's a low rating.
Say it's like Qing.
I think they look like them.
I've changed.
But when I started the third
I think it's normal.
'Cause the third one is clear.
Isn't he with Xiao Sword?
And he said
Xiao and Buddha
I'll tear him in half.
Including him later.
Uh, so-called love brain.
How about running away with Xiao Sword?
Making a lot of low-quality things.
I think it's normal for me to understand.
If you say so.
He's in a situation like that.
Growing up girls.
I met one.
It'll keep him that way.
The feeling of grace and reason.
What does he have?
What's his specialty?
He's the only one who turned him down.
He ended up rejecting Ilcon.
Not really.
It's either he's refusing Ilcon or he's going with Ilcon.
Is that clear?
Some of the things he used to do to Ilcon.
Uh, some love.
I'll cut him off myself.
What's the difference?
Yeah.
I found out that everyone was still doing well.
Yeah.
It's a good double, isn't it?
It's gonna be that, uh, reverse.
Ouch!
I'm a sex addict.
Ice.
The iceberg melted and collapsed, and then what?
Uhh.
And that's what this is.
It's like this.
It's not gonna work.
You can't be in love.
What's the matter?
It's pretty crazy.
Actually, I've been here so far.
That's why I'm here.
There's still something about dating.
Look forward to it.
Just because I really want to know myself.
I want to see myself.
Am I supposed to be a different person?
I wouldn't.
Let the people around you feel it.
How could you do something like that?
How did you end up like this?
That's what happens.
I'm impressed.
I just wanted to see if there was anything like that.
It's normal how I always feel.
If a man lives forever, he'll have to rebel.
He grew up to rebel when he was a child.
He's looking for someone who doesn't rebel at work.
Reverse
But I...
But I still feel like I have to turn my back.
Well, it's a bit counterproductive.
I think the process
It's bullshit.
And the results are more important.
AH
I feel like I'm a little confused.
I wish I had something special.
But if it's such a dilemma
I'm the only one here.
If you're in it
I don't think I can handle it.
It's like I'm gonna feel...
I can accept the explosion.
But I can't accept it.
Everybody's alive. I blew up.
Do you have anything to ask?
Or you.
Make a difference.
You wanted your...
What's the future lover like?
hmm
I didn't think about it.
I can't remember.
what
I just...
I can only say a few words.
Just like I said to myself.
I can only say something.
Objective criteria
But the standards...
He doesn't really mean anything.
It can be broken.
SURE
In general terms.
I want him.
Good.
hmm
Truth.
Inclusion
Yeah, and...
Not stupid.
There's no need for objective criteria.
I'll have my own.
If it's a blind date
Then I might write about it.
I'm sorry I wasn't in that video right now. Down
Write that I want more than 175.
At least 175 or more. I actually want 180 or more.
Ha ha!
You think you're stupid.
Yeah, I think I'm stupid.
What's not stupid?
Not stupid.
I just feel like I can't both be stupid.
hmm
Like my parents.
Well, I think...
In contrast, I think my dad is a bit stupid.
But why do I feel that way?
My mom.
He wrapped himself up like a fool.
He's not stupid.
So it's my dad who's really stupid.
I thought, uh...
You can live your life for both of us.
Or are you out as a family?
He can't all be stupid.
He can't be too stupid.
Then why are you so stupid?
My stupidity.
It's almost like my dad.
New
Do you understand that word?
Tell me.
Yeah.
Right here.
Axes down.
Shake!
It's kind of a meaning.
It's a little twisted, actually.
I'd screw myself up.
If you can't do it yourself
You can't show the world about you.
There's nothing you can do.
Something useful from outside.
So you wouldn't.
Yeah.
It's hard to make sustainable.
You can't cycle.
Well, that's probably what it means.
Yeah.
What do you want to be in 10 years? People
10 YEARS LATER
Yeah.
um
We'll have to have a room in Beijing first.
You're looking at some very objective indicators.
hmm
I wish I could have lived until then.
I hope it's better than now.
Open up.
Yeah, just what I said. I wish I could.
Fire!
Mm-hmm.
It's a stretch.
Ooh.
Mobile
Yeah.
Resilient.
Resilient.
The healing power.
Like a tree.
um
Well, a month later you thought you were looking forward to it.
Get something.
Yeah.
I think it's most straightforward.
I just wish we could.
Yeah.
Make a little
Come out.
Yeah.
Let's say we make a c.
And then we're gonna do this.
I actually did.
I'm looking forward to it.
I'm looking forward to it.
Something unexpected.
You can come in.
But I...
I hope he's harmless.
I hope he's realist.
I always seem to be.
Guided.
Uhh.
Passive choice.
But...
But is that true?
It doesn't deserve a story.
When I had dinner with a pail that day
When I first met you.
It's completely different.
He said I was special the first time he saw me.
Open and talk.
And then, at dinner, say
Feel you now.
Yes, a special loss.
And then...
Heavy
I said first time.
I'm not saying it's fake.
It must have been like that when we first met.
I am now.
I want to keep on sighs.
Feels like...
It's boring.
Do you have anything else to ask?
Yeah.
Did you think of a name?
My head just collapsed.
It didn't come out.
A sigh.
Ha ha ha ha ha ha!
I can't groan.
There's nothing wrong with it.
The sound is the sound.
Yeah.
Still?
It's the sound.
A sigh.
It's like a movie or a book.
Well, that's it for today.
Okay.