Head up.
It'll make your face smaller.
Ha ha ha ha!
No, no, no.
No, no, no.
It doesn't matter.
The tummy.
There are so many professional terms.
Boring.
Ha ha!
Yeah.
A little radiation.
You'll look better when you shoot a girl.
Retro?
It's too hard out there.
Ha ha!
I can't.
Which one?
The light.
I can still take all of it.
Isn't there light?
It's all yours.
I don't think there's any light.
It's very comfortable.
It's a reflection, isn't it?
That's what he did last time.
If you don't have a conversation, you can just talk here.
Right, no.
Fuck.
Awesome.
Let's go.
What am I supposed to say?
Cellular Mute
I've been silent on my phone forever.
It doesn't matter if you can get it.
Just say it.
Yeah.
Do I have to follow that?
No need.
Not at all.
I can read that table.
And then you'll give that movie to me.
Cut it.
Ha ha ha!
Doesn't matter.
Did he ever do it?
No NG.
It's been recorded without NG.
Anything.
It'll go down anyway.
It's gonna be seven hours.
Two hours.
There's still a lot left to go in.
A lot.
Actually, I like to say things like that.
Yeah.
It's really good for that.
Yeah, that's for a documentary.
Yeah.
He can become several.
Just keep recording.
The camera's always on.
Uhh.
Here we go.
I don't have to say it started.
Ha ha ha!
Yeah.
I call me Jianhui.
I don't have any stage names. I don't have any stage names.
My name is Jianhui.
It's good luck to be joined by a soldier.
Yeah.
I'm 26.
I was on Halloween in '97.
October 31st.
A small town in Haibei Tibetan Autonomous Region, Qinghai Province
And that was before.
The old nuclear factory, 2222.
Where?
My father owns a tailor's shop over there.
My father went to Xinjiang when he was 16.
Then he went to Qinghai.
Make a suit there.
My father knew my mother then.
My father was 3030.
My mother was 20.
My mother and I were his apprentices.
They've been together for two years. Marriage
Then I was born.
Yeah.
When I was a kid
At that time, I had a zero-year-old memory.
I'm...
I love the smell of steam.
It's ironing.
The smell of steam from ironing.
Smell that.
I don't know.
Sometimes it smells like that.
Smell that.
I'll remember when I was at the tailor's.
My dad left it there when I was a kid.
Make tailor stuff.
It's the scene on that desk.
I'll see the cloth on that wall.
And a tablecloth with a grid on the desktop.
And a ruler of scissors and chalk.
My parents are busy.
Then my dad had a lot of smoking.
He can even smoke two packs a day.
Two, three.
They're busy. They don't have time for me.
Just throw me on the bed and watch animated pictures.
Look.
I'm just watching a lot of things.
Chief of Police and Black Cat.
I've been watching Black Cat Sheriff.
I'd love to be his boat.
He went to the boat he was working on, but I...
I hate him.
I love that ear.
It's just one of them.
Then one ear wrapped in gauze.
Uh, I think I want to be that ear.
And drive that fake.
Yeah, I have one next to my house.
Is there a ramen shop next to my house or something?
And that's him and him.
His shopkeeper's daughter.
His owner's daughter is my age.
I forgot his name.
And then my mom took pictures together.
Yeah.
I was the eunuch.
He's the one who changed his clothes.
His eyes are bigger than his.
It's just growing up.
He looks like the Uighur.
Yeah.
I remember when I was a kid.
I just can't find my left foot.
In the middle of class.
It's supposed to be a middle shift.
I just started at that time.
A little memory.
I'm worried I can't find my own shoes.
I was...
I've been looking for shoes in class.
On a New Year's Day or something.
Or something.
We need those parents to take pictures.
I got pictures.
I'm always looking down for a shoe.
I'm particularly anxious.
And then you put on that shoe.
I still can't walk.
When I was a kid, I always felt like I was going to fall to the left.
It's going down to the left.
My parents in '03.
No tailor.
If you don't do it, you can't make clothes.
He moved to Sining, capital of Qinghai province.
Selling lamps in a steam plant.
Sale of car lamps
Me too, me too.
I followed them there.
In kindergarten.
That class is so good.
The class is called Qinghai Provincial Board Kindergarten.
There's a computer room in there.
And music.
The music room is so big that it's full of electrons.
That should be the best school I've ever had.
That's when it was.
You'll see the computer by then.
He's still using a drawing tool on his computer.
I was a kid then.
A special Shashi man.
An Xian.
Well, that memory is true.
It's either that memory or nothing.
What's the point?
Just stay.
Two years, three years, three years in Sineen.
When I was in Sining.
One time, we were the same.
That's what parents do.
A bunch of kids playing.
And then there was this guy who had a kid.
He took an umbrella.
Take an umbrella and...
There's a yellow river over there.
It's all yellow and so dazzling.
And then, on both sides of that river, it's the way to see.
Then there's a fountain.
There's a kid in the fountain pool with an umbrella.
We have kids with us with umbrellas.
Then you'll have to stay on that water.
He's holding the umbrella open and holding on to the water.
He thinks he's gonna make it.
I think he'll make it.
And then he just fell.
It'll fall down soon.
And then he's in there.
It's not deep, but he's in there.
And then we were scared.
We'll go back and tell his parents.
Tell his parents I'll never come back to see me again.
I think he's dead.
When I was a kid, I thought he was dead.
Every time I see
When someone put his leg in that river
Try to get out and get some of that river.
I thought he was dying.
I think he's dead.
I guess that was it then.
After the end of the first grade in the second grade
My father thinks...
I think the one in Qinghai.
The quality of their education is not good.
And then he tried to bring me back to him.
His hometown, Jiangsu, is my mother from Qinghai.
My father is from Changzhou.
And then I started making that green skin every year.
I'll do it until junior high.
I go back to Qinghai every summer.
I always make that green skin.
Thirty-two hours, thirty-six.
I can buy a bedroom sometimes.
Sometimes you can't buy a bedroom for a hard seat.
There's a special smell in the hard seat.
My feet stink.
And then it was very crowded.
That train, basically.
I can carry 889 out of his station.
Every time I pass that station
He's been driving from Sydney since he was at 7:00 p.m.
And then the next day, on the third day, 5 a.m.
We arrived in Changzhou at 4 or 5 a.m. on the third day.
Qinghai City is particularly dry.
Especially dry.
It's a good summer.
A city with a very comfortable summer temperature.
And then the summer was really dry.
Every time we go to Changzhou
A train.
I smell the piss in that track. Taste
That's the strong smell of piss.
And then the air felt hot again.
Put a handle on that.
The smell of urine is more thinner in the air.
And then I liked the smell.
I like it very much.
It smells like steam.
Out of the train.
Then my dad would take me to a bowl of tea.
The one in Changzhou.
Changzhou railway station
There's gonna be a guy who pushes the car and sells it.
There's shrimp in it and I hate shrimp especially.
I didn't know I hated shrimp. Rice
That's all right.
That shrimp is a real wife.
Then I went to my grandparents' country house.
From the city.
That bus for about an hour.
At that time, the bus was gone.
Take the bus to my grandparents' house.
I was released at my grandparents' house.
Three, two, two.
Two years in a country primary school.
That's when you watch TV.
Every day.
We watch TV after school.
Just watch TV.
And then there's not a lot of kids.
One with us.
But I wouldn't go to him often.
Just watching TV all the time.
Then I suddenly became a certain habit.
Every time I finish my homework
My grandparents let me sleep. I'll sleep at 8:00.
Then I'll wake up at 12.
When I woke up, I played TV and turned it on. Look.
Keep looking at one and two hours.
Three hours or dawn.
They'll be there if they look sleepy.
Then you'll sleep.
I'm sleeping.
And then the next day I got up and went to school.
And then I didn't like washing.
Washing, washing, washing.
I don't want to wash my face. Wash
I don't want to wash my feet in the shower.
And then my parents...
I saw that when I came back.
You know, it's mud.
Second grade.
Then my mom washes my feet.
He held his foot and cried.
And then I...
Actually, I was younger then.
But I don't feel much.
I just don't feel too much.
I just don't want to.
And then my mother and my mother felt completely guilty.
From him.
I feel like I can't be there for that.
And then in third grade, fourth grade, my dad.
My dad went back to Changzhou to open a joint.
I just went back home to open a car company.
He took me back to the city to go to elementary school.
It's the first time I've been there.
It's in one.
Some city in Jiangsu.
Living in the city.
Yeah.
That's when I started to meet some people at school.
I started to meet people at school who played games.
A game friend.
He's playing games.
That's when I called.
QQQ Three What?
That's when I first met him.
It's just me.
Or is it all like that?
Some of them have average but no special grades. Okay.
It's just the same.
And then it's either bad grades.
And then everybody goes to play games.
All games.
Open the web page in computer class. Play
Then we'll go to one of our neighbors.
Selling those electronics for the game boy.
Level.
We call it level.
It's a rectangle like this.
It's got a...
It's four and then AB.
And then I'm gonna play with that.
What emerald ruby?
There's no backlight on his game.
You have to buy yourself a little flashlight.
Hang on to that game.
And then I used to play.
I'll be late too.
Play at one, two, three, four.
My dad didn't come as soon as I came.
I'll put the covers to sleep.
I slept in a room with my dad.
And then I'll pee on that wall.
I will, I will, I will pee on the wall.
I don't want to go to the bathroom.
When I peed against the wall
Yes.
Sixth grade.
And then, once, when I slept with my dad
In sixth grade.
Six is almost the end of sixth grade.
Then the other day I found myself wetting my bed.
I slept in a bed with my dad.
And then I found myself wetting my bed.
And then I'm gonna kiss my feet without calling him.
I washed myself.
Then go to another bed and sleep.
Then I was touching my underwear.
And then I found my first dick hair.
He's the only one that's grown.
And then I...
I'm happy with you.
Because of me.
I had an impression at the time.
At first I was happy that I had the impression that
It's the hair.
It's just my father's hair.
It's just mature.
It's the feeling of maturity.
I was happy at first.
And then I felt terrible.
Why just me?
And then that night...
I passed.
It took me a long time to fall asleep.
And then my dad peed in that bed.
Sleep till dawn.
That's when it started.
I'm starting to see my friends around me.
That's what we talk about in the bathroom.
Then after school.
When we get together and walk home, we talk about games.
And eat noodles.
Then go home.
My father was in junior high.
To return to Qinghai
Go do it with my mom.
That business.
Yeah.
And then they sent me to a boarding school.
They're like the beat of life.
Just once a year.
Send me to a boarding school.
At the beginning
I've done a very good job.
Seven hundred.
And then I usually get to the top 30.
In class, it's the top five and the top ten.
The first five is usually the first five.
And then one time I...
At my primary school classmate's house.
He's playing a game called Heroes League.
I didn't know what game it was.
I thought it was fun.
But, uh...
Then he took me to a black net?
He took me to a black net for the first time.
It's like I'm the same size in the Internet cafe.
Even smaller than me.
In the second and third year of primary school.
There's no ID.
Then it'll be $2.5 an hour.
You can play.
As long as you have $2.50, you can play for an hour.
I'm in there.
My parents aren't home? I'll just sleep here.
I play that every Saturday.
I'll go to the black net bar and play games.
And...
It was usually morning.
It's boarding school.
After Friday night self-study
You can't go back.
You don't open until Saturday morning. The door.
Let you go back.
I'll be there in the morning.
It was Friday night.
Everybody's gonna be listening to that MP3.
What? What? What?
At the end of the night, the train heard that horrible story.
There are others hiding.
Just a bunch of people playing werewolves in the bathroom with their lights on.
That one.
Three.
There's a game of cards or something.
The rest played music on their cell phones and ran around.
And then there were guys kissing guys.
But that's what it is.
The kind someone pushed.
I'm particularly impressed with one little one.
Just one.
He's a very, very clean little boy.
He was pushed and kissed in my mouth.
And then the two of us were like...
I don't know why I can't kiss my mouth.
I don't know why I can't kiss my mouth.
I started covering my mouth.
It's disgusting.
Then Saturday morning, Saturday morning, we'll...
We're so excited.
We're so excited.
We're all asleep.
I couldn't sleep much longer.
Get up and open the dorm door.
We'll play on the field.
Sometimes it's not too late.
Usually it's over 8:00.
We're almost ready to go back at 8:00.
Well, if you were if you were
You can stay in school if you like.
Stay in school and copy your homework.
You can copy your homework if you don't want to.
Because those good classmates have finished their homework.
You can, you can tell them.
Then you can put them in the table.
Take out the homework.
After the copy, it's in school.
You don't have to bring anything back on your own.
You can go home.
I don't usually copy in the morning.
I wouldn't normally be on that Saturday.
I'll copy my homework in the morning.
I'll copy my homework on Sunday.
Because every time I take it back
I thought I'd finish my fucking homework.
But I don't want to do it every time.
Play the game.
And watch TV at home and do nothing.
And then at 990
It's a little far from that school.
It takes more than an hour to get on the bus.
I'll be there almost noon.
I spent $7 on noodles.
Eat beef noodles and buy a Coke for $3.
Ten bucks on a four-hour net.
It's almost dark at four or five o'clock.
Then I'll go home.
Go home and lie down.
Just lay down or just turn on the TV.
And that's how it goes.
Two times when I was alone at home.
I felt like I was dying twice.
I'm not feeling like I'm dying.
I am. I am.
I haven't had that experience since.
It's just two times.
Once.
Once.
Once was like I said.
He'll be home at 45.
Then I started sleeping and I was really tired.
I want to sleep. I'll sleep in my bed.
It was almost dark at that time.
I woke up at night. Deep
There's no light at home.
It's dark out there.
Or the window across the street with a little light on.
Those buildings across the street still have a little light on.
Then I went out without any lights on.
I was so scared.
Because I didn't copy my homework.
I thought I slept the next day.
It's Sunday night, Sunday night.
I think I'm fucked.
I'm particularly afraid.
I feel like I'm counting on why.
That's when I felt it.
I just feel it.
It's your time.
It's all over you.
It's just that it's just that it's just...
Especially horrible.
Then you'll see that.
And then I looked at the clock.
Then I looked at 8:30.
At first I thought it was 8:00 the next day.
It's over.
And then today.
And then I didn't feel anything.
I don't have it, I don't have it.
That's the one thing.
Time feels a little relaxed.
I'm more nervous.
I'm nervous why I feel this way.
And then I thought I was...
I feel very, very lonely.
It's just lonely.
But being alone is nothing bad.
I love being alone.
But for the first time, I felt lonely.
I feel terrible.
The second time was me.
I was a little older when I was in high school.
I'm home alone.
It'll be a boarding house.
Boarding? Home on the weekend?
Then it was Saturday afternoon in high school.
When we get back on Saturday afternoon
And that day was the one you were at home.
Take a bath in the tub.
I don't even know how long it took me to do it.
I really don't remember how long it took.
I felt like I might have lost oxygen later.
But I don't know what happened.
I've been running and lying.
He's lying in there all the time.
Nothing.
Nothing without music.
I have nothing.
I'm in there.
And then I felt special.
And then I started and...
Do I feel like I'm almost done?
I got up.
Get up and wipe yourself and go out.
I feel like I'm the one.
That's the one that's gonna take out the brain.
I felt like I was...
I just fell in bed.
I'm the only one who didn't fall in bed.
I was thinking.
I was...
The first thought really was...
If I die...
As many as you can.
It's only a matter of time before I find out.
I can only find myself dead.
That's what I was thinking first.
And then behind and behind, I'm real.
From the beginning.
I'm in a coma.
No, no, no, no, no.
I thought I might be dead.
It was the first time.
I woke up at 89 o'clock.
Wake up and look again.
There's no fucking dick.
And...
It's just these two times I feel particularly scared.
Especially horrible.
In junior high.
My mom used to say I was with that bad kid. Play
And then I'm fucked with my own grades.
Then we'll meet.
I'm just playing with my friends who play games together.
And then I fucked up my grades.
But it's not like that.
I was from the beginning.
It's just a game player.
Not because I know them.
Then my grades changed.
It's very easy for everyone to find these reasons.
That's right. You fucking know one.
I don't like to fight.
Bad kids like to play games.
And take you for a swim.
I've ruined my grades.
Then what?
You learn from the good kids.
I'm getting better.
I feel better before I get better.
Looks like everybody does.
But that's not why.
I just think...
I was just...
I just like playing games.
Just trying to play games.
I don't know.
No bad kids.
The idea that a child is still a child.
I was...
When I was in class, I was a bad kid.
We...
With the other two of my classmates, we're called the Three Musketeers.
But...
But I also have bad kids in my eyes.
I'm a bad kid.
But I also have bad kids in my eyes.
The bad kids I see.
It's in the garage.
Fight.
And then talk about it.
They say they love the next door.
What are you talking about?
What are you talking about?
What are you talking about?
This one.
That was my bad boy.
How did I become a bad kid?
I'm surprised I'm not.
I'll tell you the truth.
But compared to...
Those.
Those kids at the average junior high school.
My grades are still very good.
Although I stopped studying.
To be honest, I stopped studying.
My math class was all over my head.
Play some hero.
Hero League.
How do you cut the yellow card?
It's all in my head.
It's completely out of order.
I've learned anything about it.
How did I become a bad kid?
Yeah.
I thought that guy was fighting.
Well, that was mean.
And the school bullies.
I've never been blocked.
My friends are blocking my friends.
It was blocked and said
Give me $50.
Then my classmates said who the fuck are you?
Then I'll fuck my brother or something.
What fork?
What's all this?
I fuck a bunch of tires.
My friend pissed and gave him $50. Money.
All these kids are bad kids.
And...
I'm a good kid anyway.
I was always so close that I could...
I can be in front of a good kid.
Go play a good kid.
I could be in front of a bad kid.
To play a bad kid.
I can talk to them.
I can play games with people.
Or the bastards.
I used to hang out with my friends in high school.
I can hang out with a bunch of people.
Those so-called good kids.
I can also contact them.
I could even go inside.
He's my good kids.
You can tell their parents.
That's one too.
Good boy.
That's it.
I don't think that's true.
I was in junior high.
I can feel it when I was in junior high.
All I've got around me is tech school.
And everybody's kids are families.
The family.
That's what it's called.
It's family income.
It's just the family.
It's just that everyone's more ordinary.
I can feel my classmates.
Everybody's like that.
So we don't have that.
No, no, no, no.
I don't have any money.
Is that all you play?
And that's what you got?
It's just some kind of craziness.
And then there's a gifted smart kid?
That's the one that can make it.
I can do this here.
Is it good to try it inside?
That's all.
And all the bad kids you hear are legends.
It's just a legend.
It's all a fight with some kid in the next class.
What? What? What?
And then what did he have?
There's a man whose father is a gangster somewhere.
And then out.
What is he?
His father's enemies killed him or something.
All legends are legends.
I was in high school.
I realized I had this around me.
It's just school black.
There's some sort of school gangster thing.
I have a friend.
I went out to see him this year.
I'm very, very fond of him.
Because we were in junior high.
I lived in a dorm in high school.
And then we'll be here every day.
Watch the game live.
Just watch the game live.
Then we went over the wall and went online.
His nickname is Black Gun.
The black gun.
Because he's dark and strong, you know?
Like that cow.
It's a big fucking deal.
And then he had a little money at home.
He knows him.
In high school.
He's the senior campus boss.
That's the boss, you know?
And he's the kind of guy we know.
It's our class.
And what did he say?
I've never seen anything so bloody.
It's not like that.
It's the kind of kid killing on Lonely Ridge Street.
I've never seen it before.
But I've seen it a few times.
Game over.
That's where he went.
Who's out?
He's out there. Let's go.
In front of the art class.
There's nobody there.
I'll talk to you about something.
What's going on?
He said...
Do you like the one who's in the class?
I depend on him. Do you know who that is?
Who?
That's what makes it so hard.
It's bad when you see it.
Who said he was?
That's my friend or whatever.
What are you doing with my friend's girlfriend?
Then he starts with two people.
He won't do it.
I don't hit anyone.
He hit somebody.
He just hit people like a ball.
Just play it back.
In there.
Yeah.
Up above that pillar in the building.
In front of the classroom there.
And then he's dead.
He said he was, and he didn't talk.
He won't tell you when people are afraid.
He doesn't talk.
And then he said, "Don't do it again."
He said you said you said you were the only one who left me.
He says you stay away from people.
I've been seeing things for a year.
I've seen it four or five times in a year and a half.
You can see it four, five times.
And then there's basically...
I was very impressed once.
I was impressed that time.
That was me.
I was shocked.
I'm telling you, I was shocked.
I was a senior.
There's a son of the mayor at our school.
The son of a mayor.
But that guy's a little stupid. He's a little retarded.
That's what he is.
He doesn't study either.
And then his father wouldn't give him money.
And then he had that symbol on him.
There's only one mayor's son.
And then he's the kind of guy people despise him.
No one would look down on him.
It's him, but he's arrogant.
And then we had a real rich generation at school.
It's an iron rich generation.
And then he knew some.
That's the social dimension of society.
It's better than our campus gang.
Social
Fucking punk.
Very wild.
He brought some equipment from his school.
Bring some sticks.
And then he'll take it to school.
And then once that mayor's son pissed him off.
And then he took us all the way to grade.
We had four art classes at the time.
There are four art classes.
And the boys in four classes aren't four?
Probably a good student.
Usually good students don't come.
Just about two boys in three classes.
We're in that playground.
The lawn in the playground 400 meters a lap.
We don't have many boys in our four classes.
In fact, there were only 30 or 40 of them.
Thirty-four.
We'll circle around him.
It's just a circle.
But isn't his shape irregular?
We'll surround the mayor's son.
And that...
Our real rich generation.
Just take that electric stick.
Why can't you see anything without the lights?
No, no, no.
And that's the one who's going back.
And then he retreated.
And then it was just like that, you know, it wasn't really electric.
Maybe the computer's also electric.
He had his arm lit.
Then there's a huge flashlight at this time.
It's my fucking teacher.
And then he started running.
It all started with a fucking rat.
Then the teacher caught one and asked what it was.
What?
We're going for a walk.
And then we'll start all over.
Then the teacher starts.
What class are you in?
Then I started calling.
One by one, ask what happened.
And then my other one.
I was there.
But I'm the only one who's innocent.
Because the gun was there, and then it was just a show.
The teacher asked me what happened at this time.
I said nothing, just us.
♪ Throwing tarts ♪
Ha ha ha!
I told you we'd lose our fucking hand. I'll fuck him.
He knows me, too.
He knows me and I.
He caught me on the Internet and he knew me.
He thinks I'm a bad student?
He thinks I'm a bad boy.
But I've never been involved in anything. I'm scared.
I'm afraid of beating people up. I'm afraid of others. Fight!
And then he thinks I'm a bad student.
But he's okay.
In fact, he's good at it and he smiles at it.
Nothing happened anyway.
It's nothing, actually.
When high school was basically...
It's all the same.
It's the garden in the back.
It's special, it's special.
It's been planned. It's been dismantled.
It's planned.
Used to be a very broken one.
A place in the suburbs.
Then the house was especially broken.
Then we went to school.
One dorm, one dorm, 12 fucking people.
And then there was a toilet in two or two dorms.
There's two pits in one toilet for 24 people.
And then two wash pools.
Then there was no fucking air conditioner in winter.
And then...
And then that black gun isn't our dormitory.
The other man is not a black cannon.
Another guy in our dorm fought another guy.
Just fucking me.
Right where I sleep by the window.
They were fighting at my window.
Then two.
Two guys don't know who's fucking walking that one.
The glass broke.
And then in the winter I was fucking frozen.
Fuck.
That's the wind from the inside.
It's freezing.
I'm very, very sick.
I've been calling and no one has.
I'm just a teacher and a mother. People
Just like that zombie.
It's like a zombie.
That pipe is like that zombie.
People are really dynamic.
It's real fucking color.
It's just us.
It's just us.
We were more high when we went over the wall.
At that time
First time I knew.
The first time I knew I could go over the wall.
You can go out there and you don't cross the wall.
I didn't dare go over the wall.
Yeah.
I just can't tell the truth.
And then I had a classmate in my first year.
He told me he said we were going online.
How do I get out?
He said your last evening self-study.
Then follow the walker.
We're gonna go out with that walkie at the end of the night.
And then I said it was okay?
He said what I could do with you. Yes.
How many fucking times have I gone out?
And I said, "OK, OK, I'll give you a try this time."
And then we got out.
As soon as I got out of school, the thieves were scared.
It's scary.
I'm a fucking pro.
Why am I out?
What the fuck am I gonna do?
What if someone finds out I'm not here?
And then I...
At the time...
I covered that dormitory when I left.
Just the beauty of that bed.
Ha ha!
And then the first time I went online, it was fun and fun.
That was a good time and my friend.
I'm my senior friend.
Lie down in that bed.
He was lying there at 4:00 a.m.
I can't sleep in my chair.
Sleep and I'm high.
I feel like I can fight until the morning of the next day.
I felt like...
And then at 6:00 he said he should go back to school.
It's past 5:00.
He said it's time to go back to school.
It's rocking again.
Walk in like a walk.
It's like nothing happened this night.
But we...
I've had enough.
First lesson.
The second lesson is not really the third. Classes
Start with the fucking head.
The table starts.
It's starting to hit.
Fuck me.
Then you can sleep against the wall.
We'll hit them without a wall.
Just hold on like this.
And...
I got caught in my first year of high school.
I was arrested once in my first year of high school.
Well, I wasn't there.
But that year I was in that year.
You went out four or five times.
I went to four or five times to protect myself.
I wasn't there the day they got caught.
They gave me up.
I don't know why it was revealed.
It started when the boys got scared.
When I get arrested, I fuck one.
They start to panic.
Will he give you up?
Will he give you up?
And then there was someone I believed in.
He says you'll be assured I won't let you.
He said don't worry.
And then after that, after that
He told me who gave you up.
Then I said, "Fuck who."
I said he confessed to me.
And then I believed that I really believed him.
It took me a long time.
It was two years later.
It took me years to find out.
He's the one who sold me.
And then it was nothing.
If you get caught, you're fine.
I'll call your parents.
That's when the study ended.
Then the school was lazy.
Nothing happened to the students.
I won't give you punishment or anything.
Just give you a verbal warning.
It's exactly like that cop.
Ha ha ha ha!
Just like that, just to warn you?
Just you, don't go.
My parents were out there.
And then I...
And then the teacher called my mom.
And then my mom...
To be honest, my mother is skinned.
I think my mother is skinned.
Because I used to do that in junior high.
If my mom has nothing, tell me not to do that.
Just say it.
Your father paid for it.
You don't study well in high school.
You go out.
I said I'm good at first grade.
And then...
My parents don't care about me anyway.
They don't even know me.
They don't even know which class I am.
They didn't know them in junior high.
They didn't know which class they were in high school.
Because it's almost impossible to come to school.
He's a sophomore and a sophomore.
When she got caught in a sophomore year, she was in a real fucking panic.
I'm sorry.
It's pure bad luck.
It was fun to go over the wall.
That was it.
Thursday or Friday, I have a net.
And then the black gun.
And the other class from next door.
Come out and go online and I'll say OK OK OK
I said I slept till 11:00.
I said I slept with him.
And then the alarm clock.
Then we get up.
And...
Then when I got here at 11:30, we got up.
Get up and squeeze your hands and get to that fence.
And then the fucking time.
I don't know who it was.
That fence is the kind of soft one.
But it's a thick fence.
And then when you shake, he'll have a voice.
I don't know who that is.
When he turned the fence over
What happened on the net?
It's loud when it rings.
And then they started running around the dorm.
I was afraid I'd wake up the pipe and the guy was here.
Wait outside.
And then we said, "Fuck this motherfucker."
I'm sure I woke that social security guy up again.
This has to wait.
And then we keep looking in.
See if anyone comes out.
Anybody out?
In 10 minutes, we'll start flipping.
Turn over the fence and the black cannon.
Him.
Behind that fence is a garden at school.
His foot was smashed.
I fell and jumped and fell on that.
The one from the flower pot.
The steps and then straight to him.
My feet are falling.
He was limping and limping.
I said, can you go?
He said I was done.
He says I'm fine.
But my dad's coming to fucking school tomorrow.
I fucking saw my fucking foot. He's gonna punch me.
I said I said I was so scared of you. Dad.
He says he's fucking afraid of my dad and I fuck this.
No, no, no, no, no!
Let's go online first.
And then we started going to school.
School's on the northwest corner.
There was a dog hole before that.
I don't know where that dog hole came from.
I don't know who did it.
It was before school.
And then we're all drilling that dog hole.
The dog hole is this big.
Just enough to get out of there alone.
Then the school filled out the dog hole.
The dog should have found us out on the Internet.
Or maybe he didn't go out on the Internet.
Some went out to the movies.
Some go out what?
Lovers have a room.
The school blocked that hole.
Then we'll just have to go over the wall.
There are three on the wall.
Three of these are wired.
It says there's electricity.
And then the Black Gun is a thief who thinks he's got electricity.
He's strong when he scares people?
It wasn't so hard for him to go through that thing.
It's just a little crowded.
He just squeezed under that wire.
It's full of them.
The cement.
But the kind that's not flat.
He shaved his shirt instead of his shirt.
That's the one side of his waist.
A little t-shirt on the waist.
Fuck this expensive shirt.
Fuck!
And then he fucks me today.
And then we started jumping.
Let's go online first.
And then he has a little one here.
There's a hole.
And then the day we went online
It's just the day before yesterday.
It just rained.
And then the one who flipped out was full of vegetable land.
There's mud all over the kitchen.
When he jumped, his right foot was covered in mud.
It's mud. We were mud and shit.
And then you go in and you go in.
Let's go to the net.
We all have footprints.
It's all on the net.
There's mud all over the floor.
And then we started going online.
Four people went to the wall and went online that day.
We're in the dark.
We've been playing with the four of us. Play
Play till 6:00.
And then he played the Stone Man.
And then I remember playing one.
Three hands.
And then another guy played with a Gary.
I forgot, after all this
The last one to roll over.
Our fucking...
The four of us are so fucking high.
That's what I fuck.
Just flip it.
It's just that you're going to lose, and you're going to lose.
I'm just so excited about us.
Then fuck it.
Mom ate three pounds more for breakfast today.
Ha ha ha ha!
And then we ran to the school entrance.
There's a breakfast car outside the school.
We went to buy a three-pound bag.
And then one of them said no.
There's one person.
I think he's very sensitive.
He said not to buy.
What if we go back?
When I get back
The teacher just went in through that school door.
And then I said get out.
Fuck you! I don't care!
I'm gonna fucking eat it.
It's good.
I said, how can you do that? Hing.
I just felt like you were doing this. Hing.
We'll have breakfast.
While walking and eating and walking to the school door
It's really his class teacher.
I was driving by the school entrance.
Well, that's who I know.
That's what I used to do with him.
He knows me very well.
And then he sees him.
Hey.
Look at the four of you. Where are you from?
Why are you coming in with me?
Aren't you four in school?
I didn't even talk.
He went straight to the dorm.
Just start walking straight to the dormitory.
Then we can't go back to the dorm.
We'll go back to class.
I'm done with the beginning.
Today is really today.
I'm getting caught today.
That's what I'm talking about.
I'm the first person in my class.
Ha ha ha!
I'll sit here.
I started reading crazy.
And then our class.
And then our class teacher came over.
Seeing me was the first one.
He's so good. He's so bitter.
Him.
He's so bitter.
It's that happy look in the eye, you know?
You can see the teacher.
I'm done.
It's true that he finished school early.
He called me to the office.
What did he say you did yesterday?
I said you didn't know.
Ha ha ha!
Then he said you're going.
He said why did you go online again?
He said you got caught when you were a freshman.
And then I said I was...
Just scared.
A few teachers started asking me together.
Because we were.
Those four.
The four of us had three different classes.
And then I started to identify him.
I told you I don't know.
I told you I didn't know.
I don't know.
I don't know. I won't.
And then...
Didn't that teacher see four of me?
I said it wouldn't mean anything.
He called us all.
And the gun said
This black gun is between us.
Just us.
Mathematics teacher, first class, second class.
We're standing right behind you.
Just the two of us in the back.
I was really sleepy when I was a thief.
And then...
Let's see.
Anyway, when he was...
He whispered to me right next to me.
He says it's over.
He said I was going to get killed by my dad this time.
I said I said I'll be fine.
I said I wouldn't get killed.
It's okay. I'm not gonna get killed.
The first class is math.
He told me
Obviously he'll say me.
I'm going to my aunt's. I'm going from
I said I'd run away.
I'm going to my aunt's.
He said don't tell the teacher.
I say you believe me, Panther.
And then he just got out of class.
It's 10 minutes from now.
I don't know him.
I didn't ask him.
I don't even know how he got out of that school.
He really went out.
When we get out
I'll do anything. I'll teach.
I'm normal.
What am I supposed to sleep on?
And then we went to math class for 10 minutes.
The teacher found out he wasn't coming back.
He said the gun fell in the toilet.
Then find someone to look for him in the bathroom.
I'm looking for one of us.
It's going over the fucking wall and looking for him.
That guy.
That man didn't know the black gun was gone.
There's no one here.
I don't believe you.
And then I found another man to find no one.
Then the teacher got upset.
And then I started asking.
He thinks I lied to him.
I just don't say anything.
Nothing.
He's the same guy we work for.
That's the lesson.
He's very upset.
Then I'm particularly relieved.
I said I finally got rid of the black cannon.
I was so happy in that class.
And...
And then, after the second class, we'll start in the big class. Fuck.
He took us guys. And...
We have several boys in our class.
Take me to the school to find him.
I thought I could find my ass on you.
He's the only one who's now 20 miles away.
At least I can't find it.
Then he called.
Then I didn't know.
Then I didn't know what was going on.
He was hiding at his aunt's.
Oh, my God. I think it's our schoolmaster who called his dad.
And then his father called his relatives.
He's with his aunt.
That's about it.
I didn't see him get beat up.
I'll be fine anyway.
He's the one who's afraid of his dad.
He's scared of his dad too.
It's a weird mood to eat at home.
Aah!
We have one of the worst violent incidents in our school.
It's really, really serious.
That was the worst I've ever seen.
Of course not.
One of my classmates.
Two students in my next class, they're having a conflict.
And then there was one.
There's someone from that.
That's us.
Next to us.
There's a better high school next to our high school.
But...
But there are two better ones.
Two technical schools
There was a classmate.
One of the classmates in each class.
50 calls.
It'll cost you $2,000.
At that time, you could call 50 people for $2,000.
You'll have 50 men come and beat you up at school.
Just like that.
I felt like I had to say it on my own.
Then it was Saturday.
Saturday is the afternoon off.
This afternoon off?
I'll finish my exams and go back on Saturday afternoon.
I was going out through the school door.
I see the fuck.
A dozen at least.
Just come in from school.
Security doesn't matter.
I don't know.
Nobody knows what happened.
Let's see those guys with the bars in their hands.
And then there was a knife like that.
But that knife was never cut.
I'm gonna use a knife to scare people.
That knife was blunt.
Steel knife.
That knife was blunt.
Throw a stick and take a stick like that.
With a stick.
I just started going straight to the dormitory.
Just turn on the bottle and drive to the dorm.
Then people come down.
I don't know if there's a lot of martial arts.
I felt a lot.
Then I saw the guy get beat up.
That's what I saw.
He was beaten like a pig.
A pig.
I was beaten like a pig.
He's bleeding, too.
That's him.
I can't see what he was beating up.
At first I could see how many sticks he had taken.
There's a lot of people in the back.
And then I was...
I was scared too.
I'm scared too.
I just ran away.
I was a senior when I came home.
I was my mother.
I'll be home for a year.
My mom just wanted to go back to dinner.
Come back Sunday.
I saw him come back on Sunday and said he didn't come to school.
The other one came to school.
I saw it for the first time.
We have a punishment at school.
It's just a punishment that's posted at the front of every class.
It was the first time I saw it.
That's high.
It was only three or four months before the exam.
I saw the first punishment.
Both of them have been punished.
And the same punishment.
It's the guy who beats up a pig.
He's with that.
Beat him up like a pig.
I thought I was fucked.
I'll do it.
It's good to see the punishment for the first time.
I said I've been fucking around all day.
I've been playing around for half a day.
First time.
It's the first time I've ever had anything like this.
After a week or two
He's been here a week.
He came to school with his face still.
Unstandard shape
All sorts of irregular blocks piled up in his face.
There's no one left.
There's no one left.
He didn't call back.
Him.
He's the kind of guy I've always thought he was a little stale.
I don't know why I was beaten.
To be honest, I feel...
All the fights and all that.
Reason unknown.
It's just a fight.
It's just a fight.
The reason is very unclear.
It's just that girl.
That girl had nothing to do with either of them.
But they both thought he was his girlfriend.
And then we got into a fight.
Or it is.
Or you know your sister.
Protect your sister from what?
It's all this stuff.
We play games faster.
I was a sophomore.
I was a sophomore.
I found out I was playing the Cube.
I was playing with the Cube every day.
I'm in physics. I don't know anything about physics.
I'm just playing with the Cube.
It's just a finger cracking underneath.
That's when physics started to understand.
I've actually stopped listening to chemistry since junior high.
I stopped taking chemistry classes in junior high.
I don't understand high school.
I felt like...
I was back then.
Or is it a high test?
Not now.
It's just two classes in addition to the exam.
I picked 5D.
How the hell am I supposed to test physics?
I feel like I'm taking the test.
I don't think so.
I'll take that too.
I feel like I'm fucked anyway.
I'm okay with geography.
I'll be in your room when it's over.
And I'm going to take the chemistry test.
Fuck me and I'm fucked.
I felt like I was dead.
I don't think I can do this anymore.
I went to school playing games.
I don't even know what I like.
I don't know what I'm doing.
But I'm just me.
I just have to play games and go to school.
Then I told my parents.
I said I'd switch art classes.
I want to learn to paint.
Then my parents didn't know anything.
My parents and I don't really care.
My parents care about me.
I just need to go to college.
It's just college.
My parents didn't ask for anything very high.
It's starting in junior high anyway.
My parents are nothing to me.
Very high demand.
That's your choice.
You go.
Then I went.
It's just the lazyness of the painting.
Were we in group?
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight.
I'm in the last group.
It's been in the last group.
Fuck that painting.
Hey, I...
I have a very interesting one when I draw.
One thing.
The black gun is always joking with me.
He's always making fun of me.
You tricked me.
But I'm glad he made fun of me.
I'm happy to be honest.
I'm happy to be fooled.
He was with me in Group 8.
That's what I'm talking about.
He's an asshole.
He's so ugly too.
And then I was there when I first met him.
He's ugly too.
I'm ugly too.
We'll just draw the two of us in a row.
Just the two of us sitting in one row and one class.
And then in a dormitory.
And then one time...
One time it was a cast.
It's a cast.
It's plaster.
Uh, it's really lazy.
I didn't come back then.
A month or days?
I've forgotten for weeks.
It's so lazy.
And then that art class is over.
That's when we get out of school next afternoon and eat.
Come back after dinner and say
Then I changed my voice.
My words have been changed.
And then fuck me.
I said, "Who will change this?"
Am I a teacher?
And then the black cannon.
Then the Black Gun came by before class.
Tell me which girl did it for me
I said there's still this shit.
The thief's fucking happy.
Then I knew it was fucking.
He's the one who asked for him.
Help me fix it.
He changed the gun first.
He's looking for a senior.
Then he changed himself.
♪ And then and then ♪
And he said
Ah, help me change mine and then...
That's what I'm talking about.
It's just one girl who helped me fix it.
Which girl did it for me?
I'm so happy anyway.
But it's good, though it's good to be fooled.
I know I was happy when I was tricked.
It's good to be fooled.
That's when it started.
I'm the happiest person in the world.
It's when you paint.
Later.
At the beginning.
That's what I think.
I'm a bad painter.
I'm telling you, I'm not good at drawing.
But I don't know what's good.
I really don't know what a good painting is.
I know I'm not good at drawing.
But if you show me a good painting
Me neither.
It's just a little bit of a mess anyway.
You know, the kind of mess that learns art.
That's all I wanted to do.
If I'm honest, I'll take the 180.
Pass the grid?
I can score 200.
I can have college students.
I even got 180 in my culture class.
I've got college too, that's all.
There was a stupid teacher with a stupid art teacher.
That's the stupid guy.
He's a little upset.
It's just a little awkward.
He's the one who thinks he's special. Okay.
But I think he's with that moron.
No difference.
He thinks he's good at teaching.
He took four of those once.
Uhh.
Take four.
It's 2K paper.
It's on the wall.
I drew a plaster portrait of Big David.
I felt like he was good when he drew the little picture.
When he draws a picture, he fucks.
What the fuck is this? You know how big this is.
I said what the fuck is this painting?
That's what I'm talking about.
Yeah.
It just feels like...
It's just you never finished.
I feel like I'm not finished.
It's just that it's not finished.
And then I felt like I was in Unit 6.
I've done my part by then.
We're in two.
I finished my college.
I'm the kind of teacher who taught me I feel like I'm done with the calf.
I said I had to do 180.
Then I started studying that during the summer.
We didn't learn color until summer.
Yeah.
High
The color of summer school at the height of three.
And then...
I was always in 5678.
I've been hanging around here.
And?
It's my first exam when I teach color.
I got into the first group.
I took the first group.
Then I spent two or three months in a group.
That's it.
I've just been here.
It's always good.
That's when I drew it.
I know the essence of the art.
It's a trick, isn't it?
But it's boring.
But I don't care if I just blow through the wall.
And then...
And then it's fast.
That's when you took the test.
It's time to test for art.
I had one.
There was one time there.
Our art director says sketch.
And then we'll set the final group for that sketch.
It's after this group that you don't change.
It's almost like this.
Just the sketches and the color.
No math.
It's on Saturday morning.
Image
Then I'll finish my drawings and I think I'll be fine.
He's an old man.
I don't know what it's like anyway.
I think it's okay.
And then I came out.
I'm at the end of that six.
Almost to the end of the 7-8, but the 6-6.
Then he fell off the first team.
From then on, I feel like I'm fucked.
I've got the hard one.
The core of art is my spirit.
I don't know.
He told me something.
What kind of mess is not allowed.
But I...
I don't feel like you're being too precise.
And then again.
That standard was broken again.
From then on, confidence began to drop sharply.
After that examination, confidence began to decline sharply.
That's him.
He told you he said I could get you.
It's just that I can get you
You learn color for a few days.
You'll learn a week's colour.
I can get you straight to the first group.
That's me.
I said, you look like a little fucking colored.
But I could just give you a sketch.
Then you can drop it.
At the end.
Maybe the color I painted from there.
The faith.
It's special, special, no.
It just disappeared.
Look at that. It's starting to go crazy.
The fairy tale with me is a mess.
Just finish that.
Then the portrait started drawing the sketch.
Start.
You know what?
Put the color right there.
I started to paint on that sketch.
It's starting to make a mess.
And then I feel like shit.
I think I'm at least six.
It's easy for 180 in the 7-8.
And then I took three.
That last art test.
Or is that the same thing?
Nothing.
It's me. It's 100180, 190.
About 190.
I don't think so.
I said fuck.
I just had to ask myself something.
I can't ask.
Me and me.
I have nothing to ask for.
That's good.
It's fucking Internet.
I just got to go to college. I've got three months off.
I play games every day.
And then we'll go to the Zoo.
Nan went to the art test.
I'm going to the South Division.
I was really impressed that day.
Script speed is that.
The sketch is two.
And the sketch is...
An old man with teeth.
We never painted that mouth open.
Old man with teeth.
And then I...
Tooths don't matter.
I drew the old man very well.
I started drawing.
You know, it felt like you were painting.
Just me.
I feel the same level as 180,180,899.
And then the color.
That one's old.
That's the only color I never did.
I've always been scared.
I'm afraid that I'm covered down there and...
Did you stick it out?
I've been doing this on purpose.
It's the last one to take me.
Just take the last one away.
I'm smart. I'm smart.
I told you my wife knows these tests.
And then when did you finish?
It'll be dark.
It's dark and it's back to Changzhou.
From Nan Da to Changzhou
I'll be back.
I was shocked that day.
I wasn't there.
Not yet, not back to Changzhou.
That's all I see.
So many art students said that
Take that bucket.
Brush.
The brushes of the bucket.
What frame sketch and what board?
The pencils just snap in, and the pencils pop in.
What's with the bucket?
And then the nightlight was almost there.
At that time
That's the best light density ever.
It's almost dusk.
Look at those people.
Bang, bang, bang.
And then it was all over my face.
Fuck me! Fuck me! Fuck me! Okay.
What to do?
What if I fuck my future?
I'm here to draw.
I can't finish the painting.
Am I fucking with that guy in front of me again?
Fucking come over here and repeat it.
And then we'll re-examine it.
That's all I see.
What's with the water and the noise?
Empty
It's all in my head right now.
It's horrible.
I just feel like that.
I feel like I'm done.
It feels like this loss is a particular failure.
A special failure.
I didn't have any grades.
You said you said there was a test.
The secular criteria say you're successful.
You're good at it. You're good at it. You're bad at it.
There wasn't that standard.
I looked at those people and I felt like a loser.
I don't even know where I am.
It's a black cannon.
We're both fucking lost.
The loser is in front of your rich generation.
At that moment, I felt very, very failed.
I feel like they're especially failing.
Later.
Then back to school.
Back to school.
My mom came to pick me up. It was 8-9.
My mom asked me how I was doing.
I know what to do with my mom.
I said I had a bad test.
I know I'm good at it.
Actually, I think it's at least 200.
I felt 210 too.
Not really.
I can't.
I said it's all right.
Your son went to college.
But don't ask me too much.
Don't give me too much hope my mother says
It's okay. It's okay.
I said it's nice to fuck my mom.
I feel so good about my mom.
There's no need or hope for me.
It's really easy.
Then I felt like nothing was good.
It's amazing. It's amazing.
It's about the guns.
How many months have passed since the art exam?
January.
Looks like January.
We had that one that day.
I'll find out online.
Or call the phone and find out.
Then I'll check on me first.
I'm 234. I took the highest exam.
I felt frustrated again.
I said I'm not.
Me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me.
Why did you give me 234?
I said I'm not 190?
But of course it's fake.
I'm happy with 234 so I can take the exam.
I can go to college if I lower my grades.
Me, me.
It's a lot more than those who laugh at me every day.
I'm really good.
I think they're crying here.
I'm particularly glad you know that.
♪ Ha ha ha ♪
It's bad.
I know about black guns.
This one's done.
This guy can't do it.
I'm sure he won't pass.
Of course I know him. He's funny.
I'm sorry. I had two classmates that day.
He says he's afraid to score.
My two friends asked me to help him.
There's no fucking line.
No 100, no 180.
First, the other one, not the gun.
He called and said
Why don't you check it for me?
Are you checking?
Check it out yourself?
I told you you'd take the exam.
What the fuck do I tell you?
Then he says it's okay.
I said I'll check it out
Ha ha ha. I'll check him out.
I'll find out.
I said...
Do something.
Find a place to fuck.
Actually, it's all about money.
It was in that school.
Then what about our class?
Most of them have money to ask Dad to do something.
Go, go, go, go!
Four and a half million.
For $4.5 million to buy a school.
Can't read, right?
I fucking know that.
And...
This one is really my friend.
Not as good as me and the Black Gun.
Call me with all the black guns.
He said that he said you would.
Did he say you checked?
I checked you out.
I said I could say I'm fine. I'm 234.
I'm so fucking high.
But you're fucking with me every day.
Ha ha ha!
He said you'd check it for me.
Did I say I could?
I said I'll check it out for you.
You know what?
He's 40 minutes from 180.
I said I can't even get 140 for my toes.
I'll do it.
Then he told me I didn't tell him what I was doing.
He said I'm at Tin Ning Temple.
I'm at Tenning Temple in Changzhou.
I'm burning incense.
Burning incense with another rich generation.
We're burning incense.
You tell me if I've had a hundred.
I said...
I said you wouldn't let me go.
I don't want to help you.
I said you check him. He said you told me.
He said it's okay. It's okay.
He said I'd get beat up by my dad.
I said 140.
He says he's quiet.
Five seconds of silence on that phone.
And then he said that this is where I left.
A dick ain't no use.
He said it wouldn't help.
When he left, I went home and I got beat up and he said
He's done.
It's over.
Then I hung up.
Then there's nothing left.
I've never been to school.
He took his driver's license first.
Then he went to the army.
Did he go to his dad and give him money?
Give it to him.
The new barracks in Shanghai.
I'm going to be a Navyman on the island.
He's out. He's retired.
You really did learn that for me.
That's when I was the only one who wanted to be.
It was pure.
I was nothing but a small man.
Watch me fuck you motherfuckers!
Every fucking day you work so hard.
So work hard.
What?
Why can't 230 or 220 or 210?
It's a waste. You know how they feel.
That's what it felt like.
I've got to think about it. I've got to think about it.
I see those people in pain.
What's over?
Then we'll go to the canteen and have a fucking chicken wing and we'll cry.
I said you'd cry if your mom ate something.
I'm not sad when I'm here.
I didn't know I'd cry if I ate chicken.
Just watching them.
Anyway, it was fun when it was fun.
I never thought about it.
I never thought about it.
I said I had to go to college.
I'll be done with my fucking business.
I didn't have a little more pressure to be happy.
There's really no pressure to tell the truth.
I just didn't feel any pressure.
It's the pressure of the exams.
I'm really happy in my senior year.
I'm extremely happy in my senior year.
They seem to want it.
That's when the art class was just painting.
It's just a roll.
I don't have homework.
It's too late to go back.
The night of the last festival.
The end is...
11:00 p.m.
I'll be back at 11:00 and my mom fucks.
Make me a bowl of hot soup.
Oh, shit.
What are you reading?
What?
Take a shower and listen to the song.
Sleep till 6:30.
I'm so happy every day.
Then I started messing with my classmates.
He's fucking with the Black Gun.
Start talking and start talking about who to beat.
He told me who to beat.
And they're happy to play their game.
I'm really happy.
High and high.
High examination.
It was a very simple year in high school.
It was a very simple year for us.
There was one thing in the year of the High Court.
My mom was there.
And then it was the language test.
I don't feel like I'm gonna be able to finish my studies.
I don't feel like my language.
I felt like I was studying in that language.
I don't feel like it.
Because of the essay.
I forgot what the essay was.
It's stupid. It's stupid.
It's the kind of thing people can't write.
I feel like I can't write it anyway.
But I'm working on it?
I wrote well when I was a kid.
My teacher loved my writing.
Just put me on the campus Internet.
The writing I wrote.
And then it was.
I just can't fit in.
What paper?
What kind of what?
I can't even write it in there.
This is all bullshit.
It's all that bullshit. Song
It's not like you can't talk nonsense.
Then I couldn't even write.
I can't write until I say it.
I'll write my own little secret.
Write a diary.
If you want to write something, I'll fuck you.
The word count?
It's a bad test anyway.
I feel bad about my exams.
I slept for two hours the day before I took the exam.
I can't sleep at night.
And then me and my mom...
Then my mom asked me how I was doing.
That's what I'm talking about.
I said I could go to college and I told him he asked me.
I told you I'd go to college.
That's all I can tell you.
Don't worry about college.
I don't care if I go to college.
And then my mom was special to me.
He thinks I didn't sleep well.
Just one for me near that school.
It opened a room.
I opened a hotel.
And then we opened a little room and went to bed.
I couldn't sleep either, but I was lying there.
Good?
What math test?
I remember the first language.
The first language, then math.
Mathematics for exams
My mom didn't pick my mom up after math.
And...
And then I finish math.
I had an answer with my friends and my classmates.
It's wrong to fill in the fourth.
I'm done.
I said something else. I feel like it's simple. Contents
I feel like a simple title.
The first time I've been able to finish all that stuff.
They're usually all left behind.
Won't you?
That was the first time I was able to...
All the math stuff is done.
Then I'll fuck.
I was wrong to fill out the fourth question.
How many points do we have to fill out?
Just fill it in.
Five points or what?
It's high anyway.
Five, I think.
It's five minutes to fill in.
It's easy for me to fill the fourth one.
And then it felt so bad.
But I think the rest is simple.
I won't be wrong today.
And then I was just confused.
And it's confusing and then it starts.
Wrong bus.
The wrong bus is going the other way.
And then my mom never came back.
I didn't have a cell phone.
My mom called the police if I didn't come back.
Let my mom talk to me later.
My mom thinks I am.
You know what?
I just don't think math tests are easy to find.
My mom is very nervous.
He didn't go to the police.
The police said it's okay. It's okay.
He said, "Hey, hey, hey, hey.
I saw your kid on the wrong bus in that surveillance.
Car.
He said he'd be right back.
And then my mom said it was okay and...
Then I thought I'd fuck me in the wrong car.
And then I...
My mom was nervous when she sat back.
He's calling the police again.
I saw your kid in some surveillance.
He's almost there.
Then I went in the door as soon as I was finished.
And then my mom...
You scared the shit out of me.
He said I thought you'd lost your math test.
I said fuck.
I said when did I ever act like I was gonna kill myself?
I never did.
I didn't ask me how my mom was.
My mom doesn't care.
My mom doesn't care.
My mom just cares about me.
Yeah.
She's the last one in this year's reading.
It's just my relationship.
I thought it was him.
Because he knew I could get into college.
I told him too.
This isn't a lie.
I said good college, bad college.
It's good after the English test.
English.
After English, we're done with the seniors.
And then the last day of the exam started.
Write about physics and chemistry.
Just starting to draw.
Start painting and write.
The one who's messing around.
That's not gonna count for us anyway.
Finally.
Finally.
It's okay to be honest after 280.
What do I say?
I'm in the top five in our class.
And you.
And the total score is the top five?
You didn't fill it out, either?
To volunteer is to ask me.
Ask an uncle who's a high school teacher.
He said Jank State University was fine.
I don't care.
I'll fuck you.
And then what?
Then I looked at the professional choice.
Let me choose a profession.
God damn it, I'm gonna take over my dad.
It's a costume design.
That's all I know.
I don't know anything else.
What vision?
What digital media?
I don't know what that is.
I'll be damned.
You don't know what he's learning.
You know what?
If I don't care, I'll write a costume.
First costume, second costume, two.
Doesn't matter.
You can do whatever you want and start playing games.
And then my mom...
My mom bought me a phone that year.
And then you start playing games and learning how to drive.
Start playing games
I started playing games with my license.
I'm not tired of fighting.
Not at all.
That's the end of my life.
The happiest.
The happiest life is over.
Then I started college.
The one who found me in college.
They're all very common.
It's not like I was in high school. It's not like that.
They're like me.
When I was in college, I was in my class.
Get into my dorm.
Or in our class.
Look at these people.
These classmates...
Not one of my high school classmates.
No, no, no. They're not like that.
Not because I shouldn't be with them.
I don't know much about them.
That's all I saw.
I know they're not like me.
I play games every day.
Watching others fight.
If it wasn't them.
A man who learns hard.
And then I felt pretty good.
I feel lonely.
I was lonely. I felt lonely again.
I feel like I'm out of these people.
We're all special when we get to college.
I said I said I said I said I'm a little cold. min
Because I'm still thick.
I sometimes put on that thick face to talk to people.
Of course what?
But not like high school.
You feel that guy.
He felt like you were with all those kids.
Are you familiar with him or not?
You don't even know him.
The ones in the dorm are fine.
The girls?
Or some other class.
It's just that I don't know each other.
I don't get it.
And the rest?
When I got to college
I don't really like playing games anymore.
I play games.
But I don't really like playing games anymore.
Because I'm in love, you know?
You don't want to talk about love.
I know you first fell in love.
Was it your first love?
I first fell in love in my second year.
Just you.
Just you.
I thought that was the game.
Yeah.
That's it. You can fight but...
It's fine. You want to.
Not particularly.
Because...
He calls you sometimes.
Say I'll go with me.
Why don't you go shopping with me?
How about a little veal soup?
Why don't you go with me?
Then you have to play that game.
When it's over, we don't play and then we go out with him.
I've been talking about it for two years.
Speaking of which, from me, about Big Three.
About the beginning of the fourth year.
Yeah, about the beginning of the fourth year.
It's been two years since my senior year.
Fuck him now.
He's my first love. He's with a roommate.
They've been together for three years now.
With one of my roommates and one of mine.
They're said to be getting married.
What did he say about me?
It's me and me and I hate it.
I hate that.
I hate people.
What if he says it's his family?
So how's he doing?
That's him.
It's a special one.
The very boring reason.
It's true.
It's not that reason at all.
I'm the one who came out.
He's a single parent.
Then I went to his house for a few days.
I've had a few times with his mother.
I've had a few contacts.
He is.
Well, what do I say?
He's a child of a single family.
And then his dad was one.
I don't think so.
Uh, just like my dad.
There'll be a little sense of responsibility.
People understand the sense of responsibility.
His dad is definitely not the kind of dad he should be.
That's the kind of guy.
Yeah.
He's a bastard.
He's not a gangster.
He's an asshole.
I told you.
It's this incompetent incompetent ear.
That's what it is.
There's no such thing as a big vision.
And then his mother was a very strong man.
But...
I don't feel strong either.
Just pretend.
Fuck, yeah.
Someone who looks strong.
And then he...
And then he and he thought I was looking for my father.
Just looking for a father.
He was in love with his father.
I'm his father.
I'm really being his father.
That's right.
You said they...
What are you talking about now?
What's so boring?
But I... I...
I felt like I was dealing with all of him.
That's what I do when I have a problem.
Me, me, me.
I don't think I can find a better alternative.
It's exactly like that.
That's right.
They understand perfectly.
It was done in the right way.
But...
But it's boring.
It's just boring.
It's just boring when I say nothing.
When he broke up with me
I have a special one.
He didn't break up with me.
Just when I and I broke up with him.
When I broke up with him
I'm not looking for anything without me.
There's another girlfriend or something.
I just wanted to break up with him.
It's just that I feel bored.
I feel bored.
There's another important reason.
That's him. He's old.
He had one.
He walked with me in the playground once.
He told me about it.
Let's get married when he's finished college.
He's younger than me.
Let's get married when I graduate from college.
That's what I saw.
I'm looking at that.
The one behind our school canteen.
There's one like that.
Antenna.
Just like the big pot on the satellite antenna, you know?
Look at that thing. I'm just gonna go nuts.
When I said that to him
Fuck me.
I'm counting on you.
I'm still young.
How could you say that?
What if you're so fucking responsible?
I said fuck you more than me. Sensor.
You can be my father.
Ha ha ha!
Fuck.
It's fucking scary. It's my first time.
I think he's scary to me anyway.
I always felt like he was scary to me.
Then I said, "Hmm-hmm."
I don't know what to say anyway.
Just go and start talking.
I started with him.
We'll just take a walk.
And then he went to that one time to write.
Fujian Xiaura studied photography
He went there to write.
And he said he was with him.
He called and told me
I like you so much.
What did I say when I was drunk?
I'm not saying you're not saying I'm not.
I said you don't drink.
I told you not to drink.
What are you drinking for?
You want to drink or something?
He doesn't know anyway.
Then I was worried.
Because he's a bad teacher.
I'm telling you, the teacher in their class isn't very nice.
That's the one. That's the one.
The obscenity of the middle-aged teacher.
You know what?
There's still a little bit of talk.
I'm not very good. Heart
And then I was gonna give it to him.
I'll let him.
The rest of their students are not drunk.
I'll ask him how.
To protect them.
But I was sick of it.
I do all these moves and behaviors.
I'm tired of talking and talking.
I'm tired of it.
I'm gonna do this.
I didn't know I was bored.
I'm sick of him. I probably hate myself.
I hate myself, too.
I hate it.
That's the city.
The kind that's urbanizing.
You change it again.
It's a boyfriend.
This boyfriend is a symbol.
What is it?
I hate that anyway.
I should have hated it.
And then as soon as he got back, I told him to break up.
He asked me if you cheated.
Impossible.
You're not breaking up with me.
Oh, I cheated.
No, you lied to me.
You're not cheating.
You said you weren't cheating at first.
What do I say?
Tell me the truth. What do I say?
I don't want to break up.
I'll do whatever I want.
What kind of blood resin do I have?
I tied up with my mother.
I'll be one.
Then he still doesn't want him or not.
Or don't you want him to think I'm cheating on me?
And then he...
He wrote to me but didn't.
I really didn't.
And then he thought it wouldn't break up.
He's the only one who thinks he won't break up anyway.
When I finally broke up with him
That's where I knew him.
It's the university cafeteria.
Or the place where we first hugged.
I told you.
I... I... I...
The women you used to delete.
It's back.
I said one of them.
Me and one of them.
You're the one who deleted the one that was special to me. Okay.
The girl I played games with.
I'm just talking to her now.
And then he started to yell at me.
Then I started yelling.
Then you start talking.
Then let's finish here.
Just like that movie.
He thinks it's like a movie.
But I still looked so weird.
I still feel weird about what he said.
It's weird. It's weird.
It's just that people are us.
That's the fucking point.
And then think again.
You're gonna have to say that shit.
You know what?
What's this supposed to be?
I'm so fucking bored.
He started that time.
Oh, I know. I know who you are.
What?
Yeah, I said yes.
Both of them.
The first thing I did was say I wanted to kill myself.
I said I'd kill myself.
I'll kill myself if you don't go too far.
And he said
And then, and then, and then he turned into...
He said if you broke up with me, I'd kill myself.
You know what?
Then two people start to get confused.
I'll just say the end.
And then we broke up.
And then I cut him off.
I'm the one who deleted him. I don't remember.
Or we both can.
I don't know.
I was in the exam.
I was in Beijing.
To study in Beijing.
Didn't you get it?
But it doesn't matter, does it?
It's just an exam.
I'll be back in December.
December.
12 is January.
At the end of December, at the end of December, then at the end of December.
Back to Yangzhou.
I haven't seen him in a long time.
I haven't seen him in ages.
I really haven't seen him. I don't care.
The only one that makes me think he's back.
He still exists in me.
And one of the proofs I'm trying to get rid of is
He set my cell number.
The emergency contact?
Then where did he hit him?
I'm texting my fucking phone.
I'll fuck every hotel in the fucking morning.
Then what time is it in the morning?
What iron house?
What bar? What bar?
I told you to delete him.
He said you could have deleted me when I was...
I was...
I don't really think I can, but I don't know.
I didn't let myself.
To erase my memory.
It was tampered with.
That's what I think.
I thought I was the one who could adjust it myself.
Delete it yourself.
But I should have put
The memory is altered.
It has to be you or you.
That's where we can delete it.
And then...
I'd love to see it, too.
But you can't delete my side.
It's all your fault.
It's all your fault you let me see this shit.
Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha.
I don't know if I can.
I'll take a look.
Can you delete it yourself in those years?
And then I'll be back in December after my exams.
I haven't seen him in three or four months.
Him.
I'm coming down for the takeout.
I ordered a delivery.
Then you come down from the city and sell him out. Sell.
Oh, is he taking delivery or...
Go back to the dorm after dinner in the cafeteria.
I forgot that we're all men and women.
We're the guys. We're the guys on the first and second floors.
And then 3456 were girls.
Then he came in through the door.
And then he looked.
That's me.
I didn't feel anything when I saw him.
I thought I was high.
And then he was scared of me.
He's the one.
It's the one that got scared.
And then he just...
Take your time.
It's very slow.
Then I went up early.
School delivery.
I started eating after school.
Look at the magic of Reckon.
The thief's fucking nothing.
And then he'll take me in the afternoon.
I don't remember.
He came to me anyway.
Texting?
Would you like to join us for dinner tonight?
God damn it!
I said I haven't eaten with that woman in a while. Women
A woman once ate.
And I haven't eaten outside in a long time.
That's true.
Shit!
He took me to a barbecue shop.
And then...
And then I ordered the barbecue.
He seems to know the barbeque owner.
It just makes me uncomfortable.
It's me.
I feel the fuck again.
Time slipped on me.
You know what?
That's him.
He didn't slip me away.
How do I feel about sneaking off on me again?
I didn't feel well anyway.
Let's eat together.
We'll talk at dinner.
Talking about old things.
And then he started crying at me.
Come with me to the bathroom.
Then I'll take him to the bathroom.
He started hugging me right at the door.
He's, he's, he's, he's, he's like
At night.
At night or somewhere with wind.
Then he hugged me.
That's all I remember.
And then he started crying.
He's wearing a black one.
The kind of clothes that shake the velvet.
He started holding me and he started crying.
Of course I'd hug him.
Me too. Me too. I'd hug him.
I didn't want to take him away from that.
I think I want to hug him too.
Then I don't know how long it takes him to go to the bathroom.
He came back from the bathroom.
I came back and two people were talking there and there.
He cried there again.
And then I felt like he was crying.
He found out it was good.
I feel like the barbecue is just the two of us.
It's weird.
It's just fucking 78:67.
Nobody's barbecue.
Just the two of us crying at him.
That's why he's crying so much.
Me too? Me too?
That's good. Fuck.
I'm crying because...
That's all you have to say.
I said fuck.
Just love it. It's on the TV.
Just forget to move forward.
Because I forgot to move forward.
I can't move until I forget.
I'm the one who cried and said I knew that.
I mean, I know that.
I've been through this with you.
Good.
But I said fuck you.
Don't stop me. I want me out.
That's what I meant.
That's what he meant, but he seemed like...
No, he seems to know very well.
Yeah.
He seemed to know I lied to him when he broke up.
I didn't add up those guys.
I don't know how he knows.
I lied to him.
I didn't do it.
And then that game, fuck that.
I don't even know his name.
At that time
I didn't add it back, so I didn't talk.
I just didn't talk.
But I don't even know how he knew.
The one he knew I broke up that day was a lie.
And then he might think he was...
I think I still like them.
And...
And then I'm so old.
I'm the only one.
I only remember crying that day.
I'll fuck one of these.
And then back to school.
And then he's going to sing along.
Wrong and crying and hugging.
And he's going back to school anyway.
Then we'll go back to the dorm.
He said he wanted to have a room with you.
He said I wanted to have a room with you today.
I said no. I said we're fucking breaking up.
What does this look like?
What does this look like?
No, I said no.
Then I'm going forward.
I'll just go to the dormitory.
To be honest, I'll go to the dormitory.
I said I'll take you back to your dorm.
Then I went back to my dorm.
I went back to pick up Rickamo.
I said we're done here.
That's it anyway. I said stop it.
And then he...
He came with me, but he was slow.
I feel like he's dragging me around.
He just doesn't want to go back to school.
And...
Just go, anyway.
I'll say it.
I said it wouldn't be like those guys.
I said I wouldn't be like those guys.
I said I'm not with you.
I won't open the door.
I said I'm going back.
And then then to that.
That's it. That's it.
At the door of our dorm.
And then I went up.
He said if you go up, I'll go out.
He said if you go up, I'll go out.
And I said
I'll go up first
Then he's either he's not, he's out. Come on.
Then I followed him.
Then he took me to his room.
And then we had a room.
Shit.
That weird one is just weird.
It's really weird.
He, he, he, he, like, knows.
I can't be with him.
It's me. I'm not gonna be with him.
I'm clear.
Until now.
I don't even want to be with him.
From me.
That was when I broke up with him.
It's impossible to be with him in the end.
I'm pretty sure I know that.
And then he was with my roommate.
I know all about that.
Because he told me everything.
I know everything.
Me, me, me.
I said if anyone didn't know about these letters
Like a fool.
Then I know all the information.
But I'm still a fool.
That's all I know.
My roommate.
My roommate went to him for a drink.
Then I'll drink.
Just because my roommate drank too much to take him there.
I was with him when we opened the room.
It's about that time period.
I'm going back to Yangzhou with someone else.
He just wanted to get drunk and he told me.
And then he was.
Still a little sober.
I know he drank a lot.
But he's still a little sober.
He took that with him.
I didn't see him at school.
I haven't seen him since then.
I don't see him.
And then my roommate got drunk like that.
He just...
Get the rest of us out of here.
Then he said he was upset.
I didn't follow my ex-girlfriend.
He's sorry he hasn't had a first love with me.
He didn't tell me.
But I know what's going on.
Because I was the first to tell me.
Tell me about them.
He told me all the others to help.
And then I had a good relationship with the guy in the top bunk.
He didn't go.
And then he's home.
He's the one who looks at the game and plays the game.
Oh, just like I was in high school.
He doesn't care about us.
The others are helping him.
It's just weird.
I'm me.
If I tell the truth, they'll think, like
This is your first love and then
Then it's different with your roommate.
I just don't feel anything weird.
I feel good without me.
Actually, I feel really good.
Just good.
But they're always in my eyes.
The twist in front of me.
I don't like the one that's not so much.
I think they really have to call me when they get married.
They're getting married. You have to call me.
I just don't like it.
I don't like women he doesn't like.
I was in love with my first time.
Of course I'm in junior high.
What did I hear the other day?
I don't know if it's Li Fung or not
Tell me about the fingering thing.
The handshake thing.
I used to play that game.
When I was in junior high, my grades were like girls.
I tricked him every day.
At that time, the desk.
The desk against the wall.
There's a stitch in the middle.
No one can see but your hands fall inside.
Then I said give me your hand.
And then the two of us were in that space.
Shake hands or whatever.
Two hands in various forms.
It's just interwoven.
And then you get tired of playing and you let go.
And then he smiled back at me.
Before I first fell in love with you.
I like Ben University.
A girl from the same class.
That's so cute.
It's just that the real thing is really obnoxious.
He thought he was singing so nicely.
What kind of new talent was there?
He sings very well.
And then he...
And then he was special to me. Okay.
Of course, I felt him all the time.
He and all of him.
He follows a lot.
He's good at talking to guys.
That's all I know later.
I didn't know I thought he was fucking me.
Why does he only talk to me?
I feel so good talking.
If I could see everyone's phone
I knew it wasn't.
The flathead?
He's flat.
What the fuck?
And then he had one.
That's what I am.
It's a sign to confirm, you know?
That's the kind of guy you're talking about.
The symbol you understand confirms.
He had him once.
Him.
He gave me one of those fried casserole boxes.
He rents him a house in Yangzhou.
And then he saw his fucking casserole box.
And then he came to the dorm.
And then I think it's the first time he's ever given me anything.
Shit, I feel good.
I feel like I can.
Say I really like him.
And then we start.
And then I thought it was the symbol. Rights
He gave me something.
And then I sent back one thing and I just...
It can go on.
And...
And then the other night
It's really weird.
If you say zero
What night did you wake up?
That always reminds me.
Thought I was in the country when I was little.
Well, you know, up at 12 o'clock watching TV.
That was me, too.
It's 12 o'clock or 2 o'clock.
And then I woke up and I knew what I was doing.
I'll get my phone.
I'm supposed to tell you when I typed.
It's a long, long, long story.
I'll start writing all the time.
Anyway, I forgot how long it was written.
If you send it, write it.
Oh, my God, I love your experience.
That's what I fuck.
All the love letters you can imagine.
It's all in there.
He hasn't returned to me. He hasn't returned to me all day.
The thief's been staring at my cell phone every day.
I've been watching noodles.
Let's brush the tiger's feet first.
Hey, I think Tiger Po is stupid software.
Did you see the ball then?
Scratch a tiger's pap.
One second and I'll cut that back in the hole.
QQQ. Q.
Fuck Queen.
What the fuck is he doing without me?
No shit.
Why didn't you come back?
I'm not coming back.
Damn, you said I'd watch you in class with me.
I saw you play with your phone.
You won't return me.
Don't you respect me?
That's how it feels.
Then fuck it.
Then suddenly he came back to me two days later.
He's just me.
He's weird.
He's a movie girl.
He handles life.
To deal with the real world.
He's so funny, you know.
He sent me a screenshot of the movie's ticket.
Take a two-dimensional screenshot of that movie ticket.
He said I bought two movies. Tickets.
You're going to get you out of school. Near
You go get it.
And then if I showed up that day, we'd be together.
We wouldn't be together if we hadn't come.
I remember what it was called.
It's called the ferryman.
What?
What are you talking about?
It's a big, big movie.
I was happy that day.
That day when the thief was fucking tall.
I spent 16 years on Christmas Eve.
16 years and December 24th.
The thief is happy.
Put on my best suit.
Take a shower.
I'll fuck and then...
Can I borrow that?
I'd like to borrow the perfume from our classmate.
Fuck and then...
It's already half an hour early.
I was sitting right there.
I got my ticket. I got my ticket.
I was sitting on that couch.
You don't have a cushion, do you?
Wait.
I'll fuck you till 7:00.
Why are you here at 6:50?
I thought he was coming.
I'm me.
I didn't have one.
From what he told me.
After that, I didn't think he would come.
I didn't think of him for a second.
I don't think he's coming.
It's just fucking confidence.
Shit, he's coming.
He should be here at 6:50.
Well, he might be.
Girls wear makeup for a long time.
I understand. It's okay. I can wait.
It's okay to be late.
It doesn't matter.
Look at me.
That's what I said.
That's why I'm here.
Excited.
I wouldn't be able to say a word if he came.
In half an hour.
My mom's been a little crazy for half an hour.
It's been a while.
I don't think he's coming.
I started sending him a message.
He's not really coming back.
He's really not coming back.
And then he's weird and devious.
His roommate sent me a message.
He met the ashes.
He said he left you a letter from who?
You go back to your dorm.
I'll give you the letter when you get back to the dorm.
I said, um, I said, I said
I said fuck.
I said it must have been you.
I like you, you know?
I said you wouldn't come.
I'm sure it says I like you.
We'll be together.
A movie that doesn't matter?
It sucks.
But I... I...
I didn't believe he was with me.
But I still have to believe it.
I still have to believe he wrote something.
Will write something for me.
Happy things.
This isn't what's behind this.
I didn't think he was coming.
I called my roommate.
It's a little hard for me to stay with you.
I said I'm a little hard.
Why don't you come out with me?
He came out of Nanking.
Fuck you, Nanking.
Ha ha!
Let's start with what I told him.
He started to laugh at me.
And then I bought me a pack of cigarettes.
12 bucks for Red Nanking.
Let's have a cigarette.
How can I smoke?
And then I sat in front of that Chinese bank and shit.
Start.
I didn't want to go to bed.
I'm so sad.
I'm so sad.
And...
I'll go back and smoke.
That pack of cigarettes really didn't have one in the lungs.
It's pure smoke.
You can't smoke.
He went back to the dorm.
His roommate came to get the letter.
I saw the first word in that letter.
I don't want to see it anymore.
I don't want to see me again. Look.
But I will.
Just let it go.
Commission
Dear Chamber of Transport
I thought you were my best male friend.
First line of words
Then I said, "Oh, oh, oh."
But it's really weird, really sad.
I read it.
And then...
And then he and he and I went to the phone.
Fuck me. I was hysterical.
Do we have a chance to be together?
Is it possible that we're together?
No chance. No chance.
He can't.
And then he said where you were, and I came to you.
You can't make it in Suzhou.
But I'm hiding from my brother in Suzhou.
Fuck me, I said I was so scary.
I felt so terrible.
He gave it to me.
All he gave me was that he was good.
He's good at that girl.
He told me clearly.
I can't. I can't.
Damn it, it's fucking hard.
I just can't.
But I...
Me? Fuck me?
Then I thought I had no fucking hope.
I don't think so.
And then his roommate and his roommate were nice.
But of course his roommate was a good man.
He's a roommate. He started telling me it's okay.
He told you you didn't have a chance.
But he told me you had a chance.
I know he's not me.
I thought he wasn't lying to me.
But then I knew he lied to me. He lied to me.
That's a good guy.
That's fucking funny.
Then he opens and then he reads the letter.
I'll sit alone.
It was winter.
It's fucking cold.
And then you're gonna put my roommate's Nanking Plum.
Give him a pack of cigarettes.
I'm done smoking.
I've been sitting here smoking.
And then fight my friend.
Just one girl I play games with.
My friend is connected to that first love.
That girlfriend called and I said fuck me.
It hurts! It hurts!
I said, how could this happen?
Anyway, that's what we've been talking about.
He kept comforting me.
It's like it's boring anyway.
Boring.
Then I fell asleep at 34.
I don't even know what time it is.
And then the other one, he looked at me.
He said I had a cigarette.
Then I said I smoked.
I guess he said you smoked a pack last night.
I said two.
He's not unbelievable.
I don't know what happened to me.
And then I was what?
I still have it.
I joined him in what?
The mother of the students at the arts school.
The art department had a sugar.
Christmas candy.
And then I fought to send it to me.
I told you I'd do it.
One because I can do something.
It's me I can move.
That's me.
I still believe he's hiding in that dorm.
He's not in Suzhou.
That's him.
He's hiding in the dorm.
I can still get a candy.
Then I can see him in the dorm.
That's sick enough.
He doesn't care.
But he was wrong.
Anyway, he got away.
He told me later.
I just like to hide.
What do you like to run away from?
But we'll follow up later.
We were together that year.
We're really together.
Twenty years of the epidemic, 20 years of the test.
And then in April we...
March.
March/April
We found...
We're in a teacher's hand.
Do the graduation design.
And then I looked at his friends' circle.
That background is the love film.
It was my favorite movie.
You said your favorite people liked it.
But that movie was about me and me.
I'm impressed.
It's just that it affects me a lot.
What do I say about movies?
I said fuck it. I said you saw this movie.
He said fuck him.
He said I said yes.
I said you liked it too.
He said...
I said fuck him.
He said um, and then we opened up and I started
I haven't spoken since I was a freshman.
Even in class.
And then I took him, too.
We didn't talk if we deleted it.
I haven't said a word in two or three years.
And then I went back to my senior year.
That's where the B.I. Cheater closes up.
That's the movie.
Actually, it's nothing.
It doesn't matter.
It's important. It's important.
We're together.
We'll be fine together, really.
I'm coming.
At that time, the school was not allowed to apply back.
You have to write an application in advance.
I didn't write because I didn't want to go back to school.
School
But he told me he was going with us.
Back to school, back to Yangzhou.
Didn't he rent him a fucking house?
And then we were together.
He said we'd live together.
Meet me and I'll sneak back to Yangzhou.
Fucking weekend.
He has to go to him again.
Then I have to go back to school on the weekend.
Because I can't go back to school from the front door.
I didn't ask to fuck and go over the wall.
Shit.
And then that time with him.
I've been living for a month.
Graduation is about graduation.
For a while.
My wife is fucking awesome.
It was so fucking awesome.
I feel like shit.
It's just not going beyond fantasy.
I'm not wearing a fantasy. I'm not.
It's just...
It's been so long.
And I always liked him.
And then he's like that. I don't feel that way.
I feel like shit.
I can keep doing this.
It's always been this way.
It's strange that I've never felt that way. Pass.
It's just the two of us.
Play the piano and then...
Well, that's when it was closed. Social
The two of us.
Every day, you just kiss and play.
I can't do my homework.
I can't be closed.
Interference.
It's basically...
Then I'll watch the movie at night.
Look at that.
The last night of Earth.
Look at the mess.
And then once...
This is this one again.
This thing.
It's that fucking memory drill again.
I feel like I really am.
I feel like this is it.
I just realized I was there.
Talk to him.
I told him one thing once.
I slept with him.
In my bed with him?
Nets.
And then there was a 34 in the morning.
Then I saw him all the time.
I've been panicking and panicking and waking me up.
But I was unconscious.
I don't even want to wake up. Eye.
He told me
I fuck mosquitoes. I fuck you.
Kill him!
If there's any mosquito, I'm sleepy anyway.
Just tell me what I said about mosquitoes.
He said...
Even a mosquito won't hit me.
That's when I woke up hearing those fucking words.
When I woke up, I started looking. Find
Get the fucking flashlight.
Take that flashlight and start taking pictures.
No mosquito, no mosquito.
And then there were two different versions.
What I remember is...
I heard that.
Then I'll kill the mosquito.
And then we'll sleep.
I've really been thinking about it.
That's what I always thought.
I think that's how it happened.
He told me some time ago.
He's not.
He didn't say you didn't want to get up.
But you don't want to get up.
And then you got up.
And then you're very upset.
You've been looking all over for me.
Then I got bit by a mosquito.
Which one is true?
Which one is real?
I don't remember me. I really, I've always felt...
I'm tired of it.
I know it's true that I don't want to get up.
That feeling is 100% true.
Same as he said.
But even if I don't want to get up
I got up and shot that mosquito.
I'm definitely like this.
Who's telling the truth?
Is that possible?
There's another mosquito in there after killing that one.
And then he bit him again.
Are we just protecting ourselves anyway?
I'm the best boyfriend I've ever had.
He's the one who's suffering from a girlfriend. Set
He's the one who suffered.
The role of a painful girlfriend.
We can both be fucking good.
I'm a good thinker.
He's also Nanking.
He's the one with the initial nose.
Fuck.
I feel so much fun talking to Nanking.
And...
I'm bored with everything else.
It's like the outbreak.
I'm not all right now.
I want to talk about something that has something to do with the epidemic.
I think it's really boring.
He graduated anyway.
I'll go back to Changzhou after graduation.
Fuck me.
I got a job the second day I graduated.
They actually started working in March, April.
But I didn't start looking for a job until I graduated.
Because I thought I'd graduate. Yes.
Why the fuck are you working so early?
I'm afraid I don't understand.
Why are you working so early?
That was straight. That was straight.
Uphill.
There's no such thing.
And then I was working in Changji.
He's in Nanking.
Learn at home.
He goes to him to test him abroad.
Postgraduate studies
He's been getting ready since junior year.
I've been preparing.
Nothing.
Me, me, me, me, me.
I like him wherever he is.
I like him wherever he is.
It's your exotic love.
What's the foreign love?
Boring.
I'm bored.
Yeah.
If you had this, you wouldn't.
You're so boring.
I didn't feel anything.
And then...
I'm a little annoyed. Boring.
I'll just keep texting him.
I'm a little sick. I'm a little sick.
I'll keep sending him messages.
And then he'll hide.
We don't see much.
I've seen it twice since I've seen it.
Then I went to him.
I went to Nanking to see him once.
Another time, Nanking had a music festival.
And then we were together.
Oh, he came to me once.
Then they called me back when they came for me.
I'll call my mother back.
It wasn't easy out there.
I'll fuck him and take him back to the station.
It's rare to meet.
And then he...
In October.
He told me in October.
Didn't tell me to break up.
He said he was like this.
I told you three or four days and I haven't had three or four days.
That's what I said.
And then he said what he said and he said I was annoying.
He said I'd be fine.
Then it's him.
He's trying to force me to break up.
He doesn't want to say goodbye.
Of course we all are.
We both thought...
You're the one I can't say I broke up with.
You have to say it to make you say it.
He's making me say I didn't.
I don't fucking say.
And then he...
And then I said it again.
Because I can't take it anymore.
Because I feel like I'm talking like this.
I can't stand it. I'm gonna crash.
And then I said it was a break-up?
He'll tell you.
That's what I said.
It's a direct operation.
Delete him all.
Then I went to buy it.
I went to the supermarket to buy a fried chicken leg.
Two fried chicken legs, three bottles of steam.
I used to love steaming deer.
Yes.
I loved to drink steamed deer before I fell in love with him.
One and a half bottles that day.
I had a bottle and a half of a chicken leg.
I'm getting dizzy.
And then I...
I fell on that house floor.
It's just that it's just me.
Not the one who fainted or something.
I just want to lie down.
It's cold. It's cold.
I fell down and drank me.
And then there was a cat and my friend.
I went to college together and...
He's fucking a cat.
He gave me a cat.
That cat just walked around.
Just walk by my leg.
Walking around, walking around.
And then I was sad.
That's it.
I don't know if it's sad or not.
It's just...
I feel collapsed.
Fuck that building.
It doesn't fucking feel like everything.
It was pushed away.
And then I thought
My first love.
Does he feel the same way?
When I told him
It's weird anyway.
I feel like I'm fucking first.
Is it payback?
I said no.
I mean, it's really weird.
You're the one who won't let me take it.
He gave himself up.
It's him. He doesn't want to.
You won't say a word.
You won't say anything.
No way you won't talk. Fuck.
It could have been me and me.
I'm a little bit less cheeky and I'm not.
I feel better about that.
But that's better.
It's your wife.
It's fucking hard.
I was hard and hard.
I'm drinking a steamer in the morning.
One and a half bottles anyway. I didn't want to.
It's the first time I've ever hated it.
I'm not as bad as a steamer.
I feel so bad about the steaming deer.
If you want to throw up, if you want to drink, you want to throw up.
I couldn't sleep that night. I couldn't sleep the next day.
I had a day at work.
I had to drive from home at 7:00 the next day.
Then go shoot.
We're going to drive to a location 10 miles away.
I didn't sleep all night.
I miss him at 5:30.
Maybe you'll wake up and call him.
No answer.
Again.
I actually called him that night.
And then he didn't answer.
Then he answered at 5:40:50.
He won't say a word. He won't say a word.
I told you.
I've been here since.
I said I liked you like a rock.
I said I liked you like a rock.
He didn't say a word.
I'll leave those two to myself.
Like this.
I've been saying this to you like this.
Always.
Oh, when we were...
What kind of movie do you like?
What do you like to hear?
What? What? What?
You said we went to school together.
Oh, I was so good.
It's like this. I'm like this.
No one's answering to me.
Over.
Half an hour.
He started playing that hearing, you know?
He started playing the fucking subject of hearing.
Start playing that.
Hearing?
And then he doesn't talk, and he's doing it anyway. Contents
I think I can hear something.
This could be the memory.
It's a recollection.
I heard him crying.
That one.
That's the one where the tears hit.
On paper.
♪ Bang, bang, bang
It's not so big but can hear a little bit.
And then I felt...
I feel like I can call today.
I said I'm going to work.
Then he hung up. I didn't hang up.
I hung it up.
I hung it up.
Then I went to work.
Then he took me and he took me away.
He never said anything to me.
And then I fell apart.
It's not too much of a breakdown.
At that time, I felt like you were normal.
I can live.
But it's just empty.
Just one of them.
One thing at a time.
I said I'll come to you. I said I'll come to Nanking.
It's not my message.
That's my fantasy.
I can't get my message out without me.
Phone.
You can't send a text.
The cell phone should be short then.
As long as it's QQQ or something.
Cyber Clouds
Weibo pays for the treasure, right?
I can't even get it out of here.
Nothing to pass on.
So that one I think
He's so sick.
There's no way to send a message.
He can't see at all.
I'm going to fucking find him.
You didn't even want to work then, did you?
I didn't want to work then.
What the fuck are you looking at every day?
I'll fuck love in times of trouble.
Watch what?
What the hell is so lonely?
It hurts to look at shit anyway.
I feel like the one inside.
That's what you watch at work.
You're bored without us working?
It's boring. Read the book.
And...
Then something important happened and I got fired.
I got fired.
Something from our office.
What the fuck is a moral treasure?
It's not moral.
It's the kind of book that says a dick on it.
Which place? Then squeeze something.
And then you tell me it costs $100,000.
That stupid boss.
He said that thing cost $100,000.
It's not $10,000.
It's just a few bucks at a time.
That one has nothing to do with us anyway.
And then I was outside filming for days.
I don't know who ate the takeout.
That's a little over there.
And then our boss gets hot.
Why don't you guys admit it?
It's our office guy.
The rest of the office is full of four or five men.
Nobody wants to admit it.
Then you can share.
I wasn't there for days.
I said it was easy for me to clear my name.
I've never done that before.
But I don't think he knows who did it.
He made it sick, you know?
Then he asked us to pay for it.
We all guess.
I was so upset.
It was already off duty.
Just call us and tell us about it.
I was upset.
Still watching a movie?
What the hell was that?
It's bad.
But it wasn't loud.
I didn't get upset.
I think he's a moron.
First, it's not worth anything.
And then he fired me.
If you quit, you'll just be finished.
In that time
That's stupid.
And then I felt like I was getting paid.
I went to Nanking to drink every day.
I'm looking for a Nanking guy.
One at a high school.
I go to Nanking every day for a drink.
Drink up to 4.4.5 a.m. every day.
At the earliest, it's almost 4:30:45.
Drunk but no clips.
He's drunk every day.
It's not like a clip.
But it already is.
That's what I want.
Snippets
It's still a little hard to remember.
And wet your pants.
Sleeping, sucking 10 pounds.
I just can't sleep.
Just say it. Just say it.
I can't sleep.
You can't sleep.
If you lie down, I'll fuck you off.
If you can't sleep, you have to get drunk.
You really can sleep by closing your eyes.
That's a good one.
A week in Nanjing.
And that's it.
I didn't know why I felt better.
It's really nice.
Then he went back to Changzhou.
ah
It's actually okay.
And then there was a cat.
But my mother sent the cat away.
He came to Beijing and was sent away.
Actually, the love film.
Actually, that's it.
It's really the farewell telescope.
Then you're the high school toyhead.
It's a helmet.
Not exactly.
I don't think they are.
I don't use the right words.
I think he liked that movie.
It's because he thinks it's a love movie.
You can't.
I just don't expect it.
I was counting on him to fucking understand me.
Or he expected me to understand him.
But we don't understand.
We don't understand.
He doesn't even know I am.
He doesn't know.
Didn't I say that?
Did you say that?
But I may not know myself.
When I was a kid, I would roll that paper.
And then look at that look.
I feel the same way in the lens.
I just don't think it's that kind of optical.
He doesn't have enough or anything. degrees
But it's also a telescope.
Your telescope doesn't even look far enough to fuck me.
Later.
Then I went to that school to teach the language.
And then my dad thinks I'm useless.
I'm a jerk.
And now I'm a jerk.
Thinks he's a gangster.
I can't imagine anything.
If you don't give me any time, you'll certainly expect me.
Just let me marry or let me.
A little money.
My dad put me there.
When I'm not a primary teacher
After that language teacher
Take me to the factory.
Help my uncle with some painting.
Change some pictures.
That's him. My uncle did that.
The one with the prints.
The one on the dress.
That kind of thing makes me change some pictures.
You're a fucking thief every day.
Then I wanted to come to Beijing.
It's just me who thinks I'm fucked.
I've always wanted to come to Beijing.
But he never came.
And then at that moment, I was bored.
Buying tickets and coming.
Yeah.
It's green, but it's a bed.
The next morning.
The next morning, when I arrived
We're almost there.
Search the youth hotel with that troupe.
Search that youth hotel with a troupe.
The youth road is really the opposite of Olympia.
It's a business building.
I don't know if I can fucking live inside.
I can't even imagine.
Anyway, he's the cheapest 30 bucks.
I'm looking for the cheapest one.
I brought up the suitcase.
I lost a wheel in my fucking suitcase.
On the road.
Get in.
That's how many floors I forget when I get to that floor.
It's a higher floor anyway.
1310, 3 and 4.
And...
The sign outside says a massage parlour.
Get the oil and fuck it.
I said I'd go in the fucking place.
There's a wooden stairwell.
And then I put in a couple of those spring beds.
And then the sheet was particularly old.
Something special.
I've got some.
The one with the oil.
I asked him if this was the couple.
He said, "You ordered it in the troupe."
It's okay. It's okay. It's right here.
I said fuck.
I mean, why is this in a mall?
In one of those commercial buildings.
How about a commercial home?
He said...
It's okay. It's okay. He says we're right.
He means...
I'm not legal or anything.
I don't care.
I said I don't care.
I said it's good.
I said can I have it?
He said no.
This is just a sign.
I just stayed there for the first day.
I said fuck me.
I have to go to the movies first thing in Beijing.
Then I'll go.
Movie laboratories.
It's for Kimjiro.
The movie was over, and the people were applauding for five minutes.
Not five minutes, not two minutes.
I probably overstated it for five minutes or two.
I don't know.
I got a ticket like this.
I got a ticket, I got a ticket, I got a ticket.
What the hell is this Beijing?
I said it was a bunch.
Is this the guy who loves movies?
Fucking wife's crazy.
My first feeling was...
Back to the couple.
I said it was great to fuck Beijing.
From the puddle.
To the movie station.
Let's see it at night.
And look at those nearby roads.
Look at those.
Someone who walked by.
Great. Beijing.
That's awesome.
And then we'll just get there.
I'll fucking look at that fucking pan in a couple.
Fuck yellow sheets.
And that night I saw the guy across the bed.
There's no top and bottom bunk.
It's a spring bed that's especially broken.
The first time I saw that.
He's wearing one.
The blue one.
A t-shirt or something and his hair.
Oh, my God.
And then a big, big, fat piece.
I think you've burned your hair.
Then I talked to him. I told him how old he was.
I asked you how old you were. He said 18.
I said I'm counting on you to come to Beijing.
Well, why did you say he said I was here?
What's that?
Learn to fix cars or something.
I said I'm good. I said I'm good.
What are you doing here?
He said he did.
He talked to me before. I was older than him.
He said he said...
You know where to become an actor.
Is this better for an actor?
No, no, no, no, no.
I said I just got here.
I said it was all a scam.
He said there should be. He said I saw a nice one.
He said I felt like I saw a great one.
That's good for me to say.
And then he gave it to me.
Show me a screenshot on the phone.
What? What? What? What?
What's with what?
It's like two months of training or something.
I knew later.
And then me and the guy I shot.
That's the guy who did it.
I only knew him.
I only knew about this old black agent.
How does that work?
I didn't know what I thought.
I said don't believe this.
I just feel...
No, don't believe that.
He said he's fine. He's fine.
And then the people next door heard us talking.
He started making fun of Wong Po-chan.
You're Wong Po Keung.
Wang Bao Qiang!
Are we laughing anyway?
I'm happy.
On the one hand, I'm really happy.
I'm happy to talk to him.
On the other hand, I can tell you the truth.
I despise him a little.
I despise him or say
Or his kind of existence.
Let me feel it.
Makes me feel better than him.
But...
But I'll be with him for two days.
I laughed long, I told the truth, I laughed long, I looked at him.
You lay there every day without going out and then you're stupid.
And tell me some jokes.
Just laugh and laugh.
We'll laugh together.
I feel like shit.
That's what he told me. He said he had no money.
He said he couldn't stay long.
I can laugh, but I can't stand it.
Honestly, I can't take it anymore.
I'll take another look at the fucking sheets.
Fuck that pillow.
I can't take it.
I can't take it.
Find a better couple.
Got a $50.
That day, I drove from the youth road to the Red Mountain home.
The Pan Home.
Then hit a red Mercedes in the chute.
First time I hit a Mercedes.
The driver told me he said
Yeah, well, it's good for us.
I told him what I studied.
New media art.
What do you mean?
Here in Beijing
What's going on around here? What's going on?
It's good.
What would you do?
Well?
How come you're moving to one of the big view buildings?
What? What?
I don't feel anything.
Then I went back.
We'll get to the couple.
Here we are.
The couple I shot in this documentary.
For the first time, I feel like shit.
This is a fucking youth home.
I feel like...
I've seen that before.
What kind of community movement?
Like that.
Yeah.
It's a community thing.
The kind of youth community.
I feel a little like that.
Get in.
A man's black eye.
A big black eye, a little handsome.
The black-eyed bulge is there for bubbles. Noodles.
He offered to say hi. I said hi.
Then he said he had a cat.
He's surprised he comes back every morning.
He doesn't live there either.
He comes back every morning.
Just sneaking through the door.
That code means everyone will know.
You know the code once.
Then he won't change the door code.
He sneaked over.
Eat noodles.
Sometimes I order a takeout.
And then someone talks to him. days
And smoke.
Red Tower Mountain.
He disappeared after he left.
I was told he was gay.
He said he was gay.
He said he came back early in the morning.
I think it's there anyway.
Everyone's weird and mysterious.
Then I met a big brother.
A 30-year-old brother.
He learns how to fly. That's the one.
Classes are aviation stuff.
Then he talked to him about the movie the other day.
That's when I felt like a movie.
When I gave it back, it was still that time.
I was happy talking about movies.
It just feels like...
Like the taxi drivers talking politics.
It's me who was happy to talk about movies.
I don't think about it right now.
I don't want to tell anyone about the movie.
I had a great time talking to him.
He's just having fun.
He was in the middle of the night.
He suddenly told me
My house is...
My house is northeast.
He's from the Northeast.
His house is northeast.
He used to work at home.
Not northeast.
In Chengdu.
He's from the Northeast. He knows he works in Chengdu.
He's got a surveillance camera.
Put that on.
That's right across the street. Let's go.
I think he's in his own building.
He's upstairs on his side, he's right there.
He put a surveillance camera right over there.
It's opposite the building.
And every time he comes back from work
Just show me the card.
Just put the card in that computer.
I went to see what I was filming.
He told me what he saw.
What the fuck?
What's wrong with you?
What?
She was arrested.
He told me to look at that guy.
Just say it.
It's not that you're looking at him.
He knows the man.
How many times a week?
And then how many times a week?
Then what time does his wife have every week?
What kind of person would you bring?
Fuck me.
When this is over
We were talking about the peeping movies.
I didn't feel like I was talking about it.
I said great.
I just thought it was awesome.
I think...
I think it's too cool.
This will be the one thing.
I feel like I've been pierced.
Or yes.
It was me and my dad.
It's broken.
It's just that people in our family keep giving me a feeling.
Yeah.
If you're not here, you're always away.
I'm not home.
He's not home.
You're not home.
Then I can see your things.
I can go through your stuff.
As long as you don't find out.
I can go through your stuff.
I found out about this.
All these balances are broken.
Then I can go through your things without you.
It's basically like this.
But how can I put it?
You'll never...
You'll never be able to find out who you are.
You'll never get away with that.
Even if you didn't move.
But that...
But only if it's just...
That's what I'm talking about.
Even if you hadn't moved.
When he flipped
He'd still think he had the other side.
He already thought you'd see him flip.
He's the only one who'll stay a little. Points
The one you saw.
That kind of thing.
Of course, it's not all my own illusions.
Anyway, we'll just talk.
I know my parents were looking at me.
Because sometimes they're in the conversation.
Unwittingly, unwittingly.
There's something I'd mark.
I found out about the marks.
Of course my dad would find me moving because of my dad.
I'm a sick fuck.
It's a sick spot.
It's a virgin seat or something.
That kind of compulsion is what he's gonna do.
But I don't care.
I'll just let it go.
I don't care what he does.
I know my dad. I saw him.
You know what I see.
My dad's binoculars.
I remember seeing it once when I was a kid.
And then there was one recent time.
And then I grew up a little.
After high school.
I saw a telescope.
What the hell was that?
I forgot to go.
I'll find something.
Or I'm not even looking for anything.
I didn't find the telescope.
We're just simple. He's not home.
I'm going through him.
Look what he's got.
Then I flipped into a telescope.
Then I'll die laughing.
I laughed and I thought my dad was here.
I leaned on my room.
Just looking across the window.
And then you pick it up and look at it.
That's what I saw.
Less than 10 seconds a minute.
What? You don't see shit.
I feel so good.
It feels good.
I didn't even want to pee. Women Body
To spy on what?
That's not right.
It's not like that.
I just want to pee.
That's all I want.
I was watching him.
Well, that's just that perspective.
That's me.
You don't even know who you are.
Fuck.
I think I'm smarter than you and me.
More than you.
Be cool.
That was the first time.
My dad's supposed to be the VP.
But what if you gave him that definition?
Honestly, but I like that.
That's the kind of flow in our house.
It's the kind that flows.
No secrets.
Or there's secrets, but...
♪ Will put some ♪
Yeah.
Secrets.
Or you'll give some secrets on purpose. Look.
I think so.
That's not what happened.
It's not a secret.
I feel it now. I feel it now.
Our family is really not.
It's kind of rich.
I feel like I'm what I am now.
Just like that.
I'm the kid, the Zidek.
The one Zidek said.
It's to cover those hands.
The kid with the stuff.
I'm the kind of kid I am.
These hands cover that.
And what was in those classes?
Rich.
Right?
And then those people projected at me.
They want to fuck me.
I'll take him.
I'll kill him.
I won't show you anything.
I have nothing.
It's just one piece of paper.
There's nothing here and...
They think you have a lot of things.
Me, me, me.
I've been a kid since I was a kid.
Not a bad kid.
Not a good kid.
But I can.
Kids who can play with them.
I have some very good friends.
You're a cop or something.
The documentary itself or me coming to Beijing.
The first one was a documentary.
I never wanted to make a documentary before.
Because I suddenly remembered when I was in college.
Some of the courses were written in documentaries.
But you're just a lesson.
There's one in the Chongqing compass.
The one with the surveillance.
I'm actually going to take that thing long ago.
I wanted to use it early.
Or I was thinking I'd make my own things.
I must use it.
Then I bought one and I bought a test.
It's not very good and it's not very good.
It wasn't easy in that cleanup.
I'm about to give up.
For six months.
I'm about to give up this surveillance idea.
It's been six months.
I'd love to give up.
To be honest, I was...
I feel fucking guilty.
Very little can feel guilt.
I felt guilty for the first time.
It doesn't feel good.
I said if this fucking thing is going into oranges
I feel like shit.
Ha ha!
And then I saw more than one.
He's the one who saw what someone else said.
His description's dirty.
It's the kind of surveillance that's special.
I'll fucking buy it.
I told you to get it inside.
Here we go.
And...
And then someone gave it to me.
Then I was afraid.
Did he know what I bought?
How about a monitor?
They don't care about them.
They don't care.
They really don't care.
They don't even know what that shit is.
They just saw the cameras and they said
Oh, why? He won't be in touch with you.
I don't think they'll think that much.
They won't.
I don't want that item to be connected to this man.
They rarely come home.
When I get that surveillance
I'm starting to think I'm gonna fuck me.
It can't be you.
Where one can see it, put on surveillance.
Impossible.
It's like here. I can see the surveillance.
It's just that you can't play like this.
Because...
It's too risky.
There's a lot of people moving there.
And the boss comes here often.
Every time a new resident comes, he comes.
Where do you keep it?
How did you put it on the wall?
Hang on the counter.
In the closet.
Put it next to Wiffi.
Put the transmitter next to the router.
No, no, no. He's so big.
He's just a square box.
A square box.
It's not big, but it's obvious.
With the light, he can't lose the blue light.
But I need that thing.
Just buy it back and I touch his piece.
Then I trim it a little.
I don't know.
I was debugging.
I loved it when I saw it.
I said I had to put it in.
I was in winter.
It was winter.
God, you want to throw it in a common good.
In the closet.
It's normal.
Time is the normal thing.
And the closet?
You use something else.
Take off one of those closets.
It's like a dog peeing.
Mark that piece.
Then your black square.
In the glove.
And you can't get a power line on the outside.
You're going to change the charge.
I was refilling it with two recharges.
Reload
Nobody found out.
Auntie almost found out once.
When he touched him, he said, "Oh, why are these gloves so hot?"
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!
What's going on?
Fuck him.
Oh, I'm going.
It's okay. It's okay.
Where's my noodles?
That's it.
And...
The surveillance material is missing.
He lost it because...
I was saved by that cloud.
His cloud.
I didn't know he was a member.
Even if he buys a member, he's got one.
The 30-day saving.
Date
So it's been 10 days since everything was gone.
But it's okay.
I have everything that matters.
Then I went back on the 30th.
I went home on January 30th.
And then the monitor.
I kept that surveillance there.
And then he went with him to recharacterize himself.
We've been recording them since New Year's.
New Year's Day.
I'm on my last year.
I went back last August.
Nothing.
Fuck without me.
I don't know if it's for the next one.
The helmet's ready.
But he could use that.
It works.
But it's gone.
It's annoying. I'm annoying him a little bit.
The time bomb is outside.
I think surveillance is a very good thing.
Because I was.
Old movies.
Sometimes I feel...
Just like I'm talking to this camera right now.
Same.
I know this camera is talking to me.
It's too fucking heavy.
I want you to know.
I want you to know.
Yeah.
You just don't know.
Neither do I.
They think it's more natural and real.
Or something.
I just think it is.
Just don't know. I know.
You don't know.
I think that's what makes it fun.
Aah!
Good boy.
Who's the good boy?
I don't think Li-Fung is a good kid.
No good kids.
I feel the bad boy is dead.
Now I think the bad boy is dead.
Bad kids are.
No, I'm not saying he's not.
This isn't like this.
I say he's dead.
He's dead.
I'm dead.
Otherwise, you'll never survive.
Bad kids don't survive.
Toilet. Toilet.
To the bathroom.
It's okay. I'll let you go.
That gay.
The guy with the water is telling me he's...
Likes to say he likes the iced fruit.
In the fridge, ice-cold fruit.
And then I smoked. He said it was cool.
Aah!
I'd be happy to try.
Last year, when I actually worked last year
I also met a girl online.
It's Shanghai.
She's older than me.
And then one at a time.
It's Mid-Autumn, and then I'll...
I suddenly told him I was going to find him.
He's talked to me a lot before. I know him.
And that one.
Yeah.
A married man has two relationships.
That's what I know.
He told me too.
Yeah, but I still want to like him.
I'm gonna go play with him.
Then I went to him.
And then he was so sudden.
He just felt it.
It's like breaking his plan.
He seems to have let
Mid-Autumn was going out with that guy.
And then that day and that day?
We'll leave at Nakayama Park.
What did you eat?
I think I forgot to eat some of those.
And then I sat at his house for a while.
And then we opened one and one.
Then we'll sleep.
We sleep in one bed.
But we don't have that either.
No one's alone, no one's alone.
He had two cell phones the next day.
The next day, the guy seemed crazy.
Call him.
It seems the man went to his house to find him.
Just call him crazy.
And his makeup stuff.
It's all in that hotel.
And then he seemed like I didn't know why.
It's gotta be somebody or me.
I don't know. It's disgusting.
Then he ran away.
He fucking ran away.
I ran off without lunch and went home.
Guess the guy's looking for him.
I don't know if the man put pressure on him.
Then he said I'll be back later.
I said, can I get the check-out money back?
He said he could do it.
And he didn't come back when he checked out.
Then call him.
No one's looking for him. No one hasn't returned.
I'll help him get his stuff.
Just help him with that mess.
It's all packed.
I know where his house is.
I went to his house last night.
Then we'll go to his house.
I went to his house.
At first it was the wrong place.
You keep calling him and telling me I'm taking pictures.
I'll give it back to you
And...
And then I found his house.
It was an hour to find that afternoon.
One or two.
It's been a long time.
And then he waited down there for a long time.
Still no answer.
Back then
I've been alone for three hours.
I just saw him later, right?
I've been here three hours before.
He's the only one who's downstairs.
It's been three hours.
And then he called and he finally answered.
And then I said
I'll give you my things back.
He said, "Oh, he said I'll be right down."
Then he came down and he wore one.
It was warm then.
It's supposed to be short sleeves.
In short sleeves.
At most, the season with the coat.
He's wearing that.
It's like those short sleeves.
Still, I've forgotten.
I don't fucking remember.
But all I remember is one thing.
He took a shower.
And then...
I hear him.
Open that voice right there.
You're the one who got married.
It should be in his house.
Two people should have just finished.
He just walked down.
I'll give him that.
I said goodbye.
I said goodbye.
He just looked at me so embarrassed.
And then I...
I'm a thief.
It's just that it's a very painful world.
It's too painful.
Superman fantasies.
I am. I am.
That's what I think.
Then I welcomed Shige Yingpeng?
You know him.
And his subsequent feelings.
Real Image.
Yeah.
We think our love is saving.
It's very emancipatory. It's not very saving.
It's emancipated.
I don't care about you.
What about you and this married man?
Shit, but I'm gonna take you seriously.
You take a fucking shower.
The hair's still dry.
What about me?
Why can't you just accept me?
But I still like him.
But I still like him. I just...
I can only say goodbye as I should have said.
Then I left. I was going to the Rainbow Bridge and...
Then back to Beijing.
And then he...
And then he called me.
It's me. I'm really fast.
I'm almost there.
Then he called me and said
He said...
He said he's gone. Did he say you're gone?
I said I wasn't leaving. I said I'm close.
Did he say you were really leaving?
I said...
Did I say yes?
I said I don't know.
I said I'm not leaving.
He said we'd have dinner together.
I said yes. I said yes.
I said I'll refund the ticket.
Refund.
For the first time in my life.
It's been a long time since I saw cash.
He had to refund that fucking cash.
More than 400 in cash.
I took the cash and then I sat.
Take the subway to him.
He lives there. He lives there.
He lives.
He lives close to the World Park.
Then we'll go to the neighborhood.
What are you eating?
I forgot.
It's called Thai food.
After dinner, the two of us are walking. Come on.
That's it.
Wong Pojiang has been walking all the time.
I'm not gonna ride when I'm done.
Then I started walking.
He asked me why he told me why you smoke.
And I said, "I'm a smoke addict."
I say I smoke.
He says I don't like smoking.
I said you.
I said I'd smoke if you didn't like me.
And then I walked for a long time.
What time do we start?
It starts at 67:67.
It should start at 7:00 until 11:30.
Until 11:30 p.m.
Then I went back in a cab and went back to him.
Then he said you couldn't leave today.
I said yes.
I said yes.
I said, what do I do?
He says you're on your own.
You can sleep in your own room.
I said...
Yeah.
Well, I said I'll leave tomorrow.
It's like we're in a booth.
Just a little chat.
I said fuck me.
I'm fucking lonely.
Let me see.
I'm not the one who read all that crap.
I said fuck.
Did you feel the fucking light?
I took this.
This booth is so fucking beautiful.
Fuck.
He said he said...
He says you, you, you don't say that.
He's the one who said, "Oh, my God!
He said you said you wanted me to stay with you.
I won't be with you.
Is that what he meant anyway?
I forgot what he said.
He thinks that's all I'm saying.
Then I said I'd take you home.
Send you in.
Ah, send it in and I'll go.
After he left, he found out that I had his fucking recharge.
In that bag.
I used him to charge the money.
And then I...
I'm glad I fucked him again.
I told you it was in my bag.
Come down and take it.
Like the makeup.
Hold on to him.
Look at me.
That's it.
I still feel like him.
In the acting state.
Of course I am, too. Fuck me too.
Take it and take a look.
Looks like this moment is different.
He'll feel...
So I'd look at it and I'd say
I can fucking see him again.
And then I'm gone and I'm...
Find a cheap hotel for one night.
And then the next day
Second day
It's night in Beijing anyway.
Either this afternoon or noon.
I haven't spoken since I got back.
I'll read the novel when I get back.
It's almost finished.
That book is all in Shanghai dialect.
The unspoken novel.
And then I thought I was a little...
And then I thought I wasn't.
That's it.
But then I did.
I, I and I figured out that I can't.
No, I said I had to.
That's what I'm gonna do. That's what I'm gonna do.
It's not that I didn't do that, and he didn't.
That's what I'm gonna do.
It did hurt a little.
That was a little painful.
In October 21st
I'll be in pain every October.
Then I passed one.
I went to Kunming to take that picture with my friend
When you shoot
He was one day.
Call me at 12 o'clock.
I totally broke up with that guy.
But I said I didn't feel much.
I really don't feel anything.
Me, me, him.
It just doesn't feel at all.
I just...
I can only talk to you normally.
He said me and the man already
He didn't say he didn't break up with the man.
He said I really wanted to break up with that guy.
Didn't you say that?
I told you.
It's been so long since you said it.
I said it's not broken.
I told you I said you felt sorry for me.
Or was it that you thought you were you?
I said your guilt is...
It's from the guy you think you're still with?
Or...
Or...
He thinks he does.
But I don't think so.
I don't think so.
And then he said that to him.
What did you tell me on the phone?
I regretted not being with me.
I think so.
He'll make him feel better.
But I'm not feeling anything.
I'm just listening to him.
I don't feel anything.
I'll scold him.
I'll scold him.
I said I said we're all like this. I said you were.
I said you said that shit.
Still say that.
Or the way you want to talk?
I said when can you...
I said when can you...
Just talk like me.
He said he said it was us.
Is it all right?
We're still together.
Just can't.
And then it never happened again.
It's been a year since April last year.
It's been almost a year and a half.
I can't.
ugh
I really am after that documentary.
I feel good first.
When you get home.
When the material is ready
I feel so good first.
Fuck.
I think I can get something out myself.
Then I can dance and I can watch some footage.
The bits of my brain.
I'm gonna feel good about it.
And then I didn't want anything else. Look.
I don't want to see anything.
It's the end of January.
By the end of January of 221.
I actually started cutting four or five months ago.
In four or five months, I'll see.
I'll take it out.
Sometimes.
But I didn't want to do it.
I didn't want to do it.
It's just annoying.
It's annoying to be seen.
And then I...
I have a very normal life.
So-called normal life.
I have a job and a normal job.
I rented a normal house with a normal girlfriend.
I don't even want to touch those anymore.
Those ears.
Those fucking losers.
I never wanted to see them.
But I know the normal kind of life.
It's just that I forced myself in.
I know about that.
Those things I film will.
It's gonna fucking suck me off.
Just like in high school.
Those lovers.
I didn't let him.
It didn't make me feel any more uncomfortable.
That's all.
Especially dangerous people.
Let me feel it.
I really don't want to touch him.
It's not that I'm not the one in my movie.
Harbin.
He's not dangerous. He's not dangerous.
The real danger.
That's who really made me feel dangerous.
It's a day.
Every day I walk naked in my youth.
If you don't like it, you yell.
Then I call every day.
Call your girlfriend every day.
A girlfriend, right?
I don't know what it is.
Call every day on the Internet.
The one who made me feel dangerous.
I've seen so many fights.
Yeah.
But I...
I saw him when I saw him.
I think he's too dangerous.
I don't think he has any.
OK
It might mean talking to him.
If that's what good students are.
That's if it's like the wind.
It's kind of extreme.
It's one.
I first defined it as an extreme.
So that's the guy.
He's the one who's bad.
He's the only one who's contaminated.
Like us.
I said I'm not a good kid or a bad kid.
Because I studied.
That's not the least I know.
But he's completely...
He's completely collapsed. I think he has everything.
Not one.
Nothing.
He's the only one he's got.
That man is complete.
It's broken.
What about my incompetence?
I said I said the power of incompetence.
What kind of incompetence is...
The one who's doing good and bad.
The kind of incompetence in the cracks.
But...
But he's out of crack.
That's who I am.
Bad for filling and bad for filling.
He just gave me that feeling.
It makes me feel very dangerous.
I can feel it.
This man did nothing.
He beat him up, not him.
It's not just a problem.
He is.
He's particularly dangerous if he really wants to fight.
So I made me scared.
He's the only one I haven't built.
There's no connection.
He's really cute.
I feel like I'm fucked in other people.
I feel so good about the others.
I love it.
There's something really interesting about cleaning up.
It's just people who call themselves nicknames.
It's that nickname that's particularly interesting.
And I found out that...
I'm in junior high.
It's all there is.
Not like that.
It's kind of like a hyena.
That's what's inside the mob.
That kind of nickname that people contact.
It's just weird.
Then that's when it's called the symbol.
I feel more real than a fucking name.
Or a lot.
I'd forget his name.
I only remember his nickname.
It's like...
Just the cigarette roll.
That's the DeWin story.
Really?
Then I remembered him as a smoker.
Smoky-smoking.
That's when it was.
There'll be a symbol in there.
It's actually that thing that I think is spontaneous.
Both.
It's both spontaneous and spontaneous.
It's just fun again.
It's fun to think about it again.
Just one.
Create a symbol
Maybe that symbol didn't mean that.
The one that created the symbol.
That feels great.
I'll shoot that when I start.
I have some money.
Not much money, but still a little.
In the past
The wages I just owed just ended.
I'd feel like I'd already done it.
Some kind of TV show.
And then I met some of the so-called things.
What?
That's a good one.
They feel so good, but I'm stupid.
I already had that feeling.
When I went to that couple again, I felt...
I know I'm not like you.
I've been fucking before.
I've already started.
I already have some of those.
Value-added stuff.
I'm not like you guys.
Tell me the truth.
I was dying to admit it.
I hate to admit it.
It's like all the people in the movie said
I'm just like you.
I didn't want to admit it.
I said no to his mother.
I'm just like you.
I used to be Zhou Xing
But then I...
It's almost over.
The more it gets, the less money it gets.
There's no money.
And...
I've got to work on the sun. I've got to work with them.
What the fuck?
I was the only one who realized that.
Oh, that's me.
It's really in a state of survival with no money.
Anxious.
That kind of anxiety and that kind of anxiety are real.
Same as their anxiety.
It's the same anxiety.
One is an anxiety.
I was the one who made me that way.
No, no, no.
It's just not the right attitude.
I don't feel that anxiety.
I've got some money, mostly.
I don't have to go with them.
I don't have to sit like them for two or three days.
Then lay down for two or three days.
Sit down for two or three days.
Well, I'm worried about finding a fucking bitch.
I did have a few days.
That's what happens in a few days.
I'll do whatever I want with them and then I'll go with them.
It's Taura County.
Seeing you again, I see a lot of it.
That's a lot of girls.
It's like that.
It's just that there's a strong tendency to be a girl.
It feels like a fucking thief.
That's the funny guy.
The one named Wang Yi.
The one who came to see me.
Come to North North Hospital and see if there's any compulsion.
I took that pill.
What kind of depression does force cure?
It cures anxiety.
It cures schizophrenia.
It'll cure your mother both ways.
I can't believe I got this fucking medicine.
That's awesome.
No way.
That's disgusting.
It felt so disgusting.
And then before he got back from Kunming
It's almost done.
Then I went from Kunming to Sing.
I spent a month with my parents and then...
I'll go back to Beijing.
I'll go to the couple and find my little brother to play with them.
I'll just sit there and watch one.
I'm done.
I didn't want to do it then.
I don't want to pee.
I told you the truth. I didn't want to pee.
I just smoked at the balcony in that building.
It's either a cigarette or the balcony in the kitchen.
And then there was a little brother and there was a little brother.
There's an old iron.
Fuck the broccoli.
Fire the fucking broccoli.
It's a big one.
Then he said he'd eat at noon and at night.
He said he was delivering something.
That's it.
What's his name again?
But running in the middle bag
He's got a piece or two.
What did he say his parents weren't here?
When it's over, there's a whole bunch of them.
It's like that picture I took.
I was.
I'm just filming them.
I'm not filming it right now.
I felt it.
Thieves.
I feel like a thief.
It's a thief's despair.
Just watch.
Look at these fucking people.
I'll do it again and again.
One at a time.
Again.
Come on, come on, come on. I'll fuck you.
You keep seeing and hearing.
I introduced him to one.
Some cheap software.
I really want him to go crazy.
Or I'll tell you what.
You order out cheap software.
It's really cheap.
Yeah.
I think it's the same price you're eating broccoli.
I can be honest without exaggerating.
The price of your broccoli.
Does he think I have mercy on him?
But I really want him to be.
You said you'd eat a little less.
Eat something, eat something, eat meat.
Eat some food, even the meat.
Fucking lymph meat.
Or some junk.
So what?
Shit.
But does he think I have mercy on them?
Don't bother.
I'll just have some broccoli.
It's all right. He says, "Hey."
I'm a parentless one.
I don't know where to go.
I don't know where to go.
I said I'm here.
I'm not pitying him. I really am.
Eat something else.
At that time.
That was the fucking time.
I just finished talking to this guy.
I'm having fucking tea there tonight.
There was one.
One.
I still have a little faith in him.
What kind of law study?
And then he reads over there.
I think he likes to see something modern.
Ha ha ha!
What kind of song is that?
I hate it anyway.
And then he read there.
I talked to him.
He told me he studied law. He told me he said
I was in college.
He said I was Lanzhou.
I'm Lanzhou.
And then when I was in college, I put those...
The ones in Lanzhou.
The students want to work for the summer.
Send him to Quinshan, Suzhou.
I'll smoke those kids in Quinshan. Money.
I smoke.
I'll be like us.
A big labor agency.
To introduce student workers to the labor agency.
I can fuck for a month.
He said he was a month old.
300 grand for Mom.
And then we'll see what he's got.
All those ditches, all of them.
All that stuff is like...
What's he like?
It's ours.
Yeah, the fan of our leader.
Looks like it was.
Makes me feel bad.
It's fucking weird.
Anyway, I went back to that one.
I knew a lot back then.
That's when we met.
He lived there, too. He came here to stay. Old
Then I told him about the takeaway.
He uses it here.
I don't want to go any more anyway.
Really?
It's annoying.
You made me go once.
Let's see who they shot before.
Fine, let me do it again.
I'm sick of you staying there.
I'm leaving. I'm telling you this now.
I've got a fucking face in my head.
I'm all that face.
That face.
That fucking one.
That one's with you and your mother.
Tell you how miserable you are.
I'm still going back to this fucking movie.
What else did you say?
Says this city is...
What is this city like?
Used to go to the auction.
Look at those guys in suits.
I'm sure they're the ones who depend on me.
What kind of security is this auction company?
What kind of security is this auction company?
Or something like that.
That kind of mother knows all this shit.
The art trade rules.
What the fuck?
I'm really working there.
It's all there.
Sunset.
The hanger.
You look at that. You look at that.
That's it.
The whole order itself is based on that.
In a broken form before you.
But none of this matters.
It doesn't affect me.
I never read comics before.
Or, basically, what I've seen.
The only thing I ever saw.
There's not a lot of dunkers.
And then the other day, I was told
Tell me what I had that day.
That's me.
I said I'm here.
I was last November.
I was in my head in November.
I'm imagining that.
I have someone on top of that building to talk to me.
And then you tell me what the fuck he said.
He said there was a comic book.
I'll call that goodbye.
That's what he told me.
Very much.
And I never looked at me.
And today, in January, in Shanghai
And then I saw it at dinner.
I want to think I fucked.
I'm gonna see what I think is fucking awesome.
I'm getting better and better.
I also have some video games friends who say they're 20.
Or something.
I don't think I like them now.
I love it now.
I know that.
I know that one.
The power of fantasy is so fucking important.
I feel like we are.
Like our Chinese kids.
I can't imagine how bad Mrs. Power is.
The first time I didn't start shooting
I can't even imagine.
Documentary
You.
You don't have any.
You don't have to think of yourself.
You don't have any fantasies.
You're going after the fucking truth.
It looks like shit.
You want the truth?
What kind of fantasy space do you need?
All you have to do is put the bloodiest thing in there.
Just get it out.
I can't feel it right now.
This is how it goes.
I won't move.
It's true.
Holy shit.
You're the only thing that makes me feel like I'm capable of.
When you break it, you'll be useless.
The thing you wanted.
The truth itself doesn't matter.
It's like filming.
You're investigating a plane crash.
You've seen those people covering up.
What do you want to know?
It's not that I don't feel like I'm standing.
It's not me or me.
My relatives and family aren't on that plane.
And then he...
And then I said that.
If he were me
Drive on that plane.
And then he died.
He's dead.
He's dead.
I must know the truth.
Do I know the truth?
What can I say to comfort others?
I don't even want to know the truth.
I don't want to know.
I don't have the will.
To think in that direction.
why
I fantasize about it.
It's in a strange explosion.
Even a child or something.
What kind of ditch is it?
Gas leak
Kids don't.
The little boy wiped out the matches and blew up the building.
Then my family was in there.
That's it?
Chinese documentary.
Chinese independent documentary
I've been thinking about it all along.
It's always been that way.
Actually...
I didn't find out the one I wanted.
West
But he seems...
We must act like one.
You need to know about that thing.
The one who started the truth.
That attitude.
It's just no language.
That's the language.
The language didn't get off at the right station?
What if you just got out?
Don't you have to get out of the car?
Where's the right station?
He's the one who got out.
The right station, but he's here.
Next.
He's not that station in a few minutes.
And then you're gonna have to get in the car.
That symbol has to get in again.
Or...
I think I want me to cancel that.
I'll take that off myself.
I don't think that's the way. Province
When it's true.
I'm happy to see others unhappy sometimes.
I'm not happy when I'm too long.
But if you were yourself, you could always be happy.
I'm always happy.
That's the telescope.
The binoculars turn in one direction.
And then myself.
And then you create a double.
See for yourself.
Then you'll have to do it yourself.
A double goes over there and looks at yourself.
Just be happy.
It's just Beijing.
Beijing still makes me feel a little fucked.
Makes me feel a little bit.
When I got home this time, I felt...
I feel like I feel like I feel
Feel me fucking...
I feel like I'm loved by a lot of people.
I may have been loved by a lot of people.
But I never felt it.
But I felt it this time.
Strange.
That.
The last episode of ever-ever TV edition.
His title in English is Love YOURSELF.
It's a fucking happy secret.
Right now.
This is the time.
At the best light density.
All the light on this face.
This light is so soft.
It's fucking great.
I don't have much.
Last time I cried.
I feel like I should be acting.
But I haven't cried in a while.
I only remember crying once.
One time, it wasn't a show.
When I was a senior
He was in the house before he became a social club.
That's what your novels were called.
It's called a lonely game.
And then my dad...
And there's a piece on the father.
I forgot what it says.
Sitting on the balcony.
And then when I cried
I feel like I've been crying before.
I can feel someone crying.
That's why I'm crying.
That's right.
Ouch.
A Bibi, for example, said he didn't take a high school exam.
My dad buys it and shows it to my dad.
Yeah, I'm crying. I'm learning.
I knew my dad would look at me and cry and say he'd be fine.
Or she's crying to her girlfriend.
That's how he gets better.
But I was alone and I was.
Or I didn't cry before.
Even if nobody's here.
And I know I'm gonna be pissed off because I'm watching him.
He looked at me.
But I didn't.
I didn't realize I was crying.
But it is.
When I realized...
That's the one.
There's a slide on your face.
It's that short.
It was that short.
It's a very short middle time.
I forgot what I saw crying about.
I only remember.
I just felt like I was watching when I was little.
And then it floated.
My mind.
All my ideas floated.
I was just imagining my father's death.
I only dream of my father dying.
In any way.
Someone hit a car or something.
Or how he got sick and died.
turtle journates
When we were shooting in college
Our teacher.
You need to smoke.
No cigarettes.
♪ Sleeping, sleeping, sucking, sucking ♪
Yeah.
It's long enough.
Okay?