One day, I was in a little lake on the other side of Mount Flower County, on the other side of Lake Chinan. It's where I was before the theater, where we rehearsed and read. I opened the window and sat down for coffee and fish.

The door was pushed into a man like a place to go. He said, "I see you making drama. Will you read me my poem?" Big director!

And I said, "Ah, I am not a director, I am a writer."

The man: Oh, the writer!

I said I wouldn't dare, and then he came out with his poem.

This man is a 50-60-year-old man wearing a manicure like a director, with long hair and sound like a flood bell.

I've seen it, and it's probably full of words: landscapes, flowers, flowers, beauty, beauty, infinite beauty, flowers, leaves, for good reasons.

There's something else to raise your head, something to lower your head, something to shine on, words like that.

I don't think it's a poem. It's like saying, I can't admit it's a good thing. I didn't like it, so I didn't read it.

But he sat down and didn't mean to leave, and he wanted to read it with music and was rejected.

He seemed to feel that his artistic dignity had been violated, so he showed a picture on his mobile phone.

He was talking to me about Hobo, talking to me, saying that Hobo was also a big director, that he was his neighbour, that he had seen him many times, that he had seen him, that he was proud to introduce his own son, that he was still alive.

He looked up and showed me a poem.

In order to end this conversation and ease my headaches, I said, "Your poems are full of positive energy, and they are of universal value and good."

He left with joy.

It's because I've been stuck in a vortex, trying to criticize and not see myself.

I feel like I've been making noises for people at the bottom, writing grumbling scenes, scolding myself, scolding others. But I didn't intend to be with them, which was a serious routing error. But it felt like it was dirty and stenched with stereotypes of the bottom people. That's why the script is good and bad and bad and bad.

Besides, we're all contributing to society.